After Dark (VIXX RAVKEN) *COMPLETED*

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SHAMELESS SELF PROMOTION.

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Ken's POV

What the fuck happened?

Why does he really want me to take off my glasses?

Well it happened anyway.

Fuck him.

No wait.Fuck my horrible life.

People always said that live is beautiful and blablabla but for me,my live is horrible.

First my dad,and now my dying mom.Is that what you called as beautiful live?

Oh and don't forgot Wonsik as well.The one who made my high school life a living hell.

I jogged to my house,with tears running down through my cheeks.When i arrived,i take a look at my mom and see that she's already asleep.

Good.At least she doesn't have to know his son is crazy.

I immediately run to my bathroom,locked the door and take out the familiar razor.

It's been a month since i last did this.I swore that i'm gonna stop but i really feel like throwing away my sadness.

So i do it anyway.

One for having am awful life.

One for my dad.

One for my mom.

One for letting Ravi destroying my already horrible life.

One for me for being so pathetic.

Blood running down from my hands and i can't feel amymore sadness.

Good.

I prefer pain than sadness.I take a look at my hand and the bleeding aren't stopping yet.

I take a look of my hands,and see traces of scars everywhere.

I've been doing this since i was 15.So means it's been almost 2 years since i did this.

It felt good for some reasons.It makes the sadness go away even for a while.

After around 30 minutes inside the bathroom,i make sure that the bleeding has stopped and i washed my hand.

I cover them using my long sleeved shirt and immediately go to bed.

The next day i woke up,i slowly try my best not to move it too much.Because i know that if i did,it will sting.A lot.

I walked to the living room,carefully seeing if my mom is still asleep and she is.I smiled a bit before going to the bathroom and take a long bath.

Thank god today is saturday and there's no school on saturday!

Ravi's POV

"YAH RAVI!WAKE UP!IT'S 8 AM FOR GOD SAKE!WAKE UP!!"Hongbin annoying voice yelled at me.

I groan in annoyance and continue sleeping.Damn me for having annoying friends.

"Yah Wonsik!Wake up!"This time,my 'mom' a.k.a N told me.

"Today is saturday.So why the fuck are you telling me ti wake up.UGH just 5 more hours please."I groan.

"That's it."I heard Hongbin said.

Just as i wanted to react,i felt cold water being splashed at me.

I immediately wake up and shiver a bit because it's really cold.I glare at Hongbin,who is now currently smirking at me while my other friends are laughing their ass off.