After Dark (VIXX RAVKEN) *COMPLETED*

14

Guess what?Exams are over and this chapter is horrible lmao dont judge.

Ken's POV

I swear throughout the class,Ravi keep on sending me,well Jin dead glares.And Jin seem to notice it because he keep on smirking.

And i suddenly have the urge to pee,so i ask permision to go to the toilet.And when the teacher allowed me to,i went out of the class , i feel Ravi's eyes following my every moves.

What's wrong with that guy seriously?He keeps on staring me,like he wanna kill me any second now,but i didn't even do anything to him!

I walked to the toilet slowly and when i finally reached the toilet,i look at myself on the mirror.

The bruises on my face are closed with the makeups.Good.

Suddenly i heard the door opened and i see Ravi standing behind me with murderous look on his face.

What the hell is his problem this time?!

Without any warning,he storm to me while grabbing my hands and squeeze it so hard that i'm suprised my bones are not breaking yet.

Suddenly a wave of pain hit me and i realize that's where i cut myself and it's not heal yet.I see tears are blurring my vission because of the pain i'm feeling.

"Please let go."I plead weakly.

He doesn't seem to heard me because he squeeze them harder.I felt blood on the sleeve of the expensive jacket Jin borrowed me and i cried out in pain.

Ravi seemed to finally come to his sense that he immediately let go of my arm.His eyes widen when he see blood covering my sleeves.

I feel the pain isn't going away because more tears are rolling down my cheeks.

What did he want anyway?Doesn't he know how to speak?!

"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!DON'T YOU KNOW HOW TO TALK?!RATHER THAN TRYING TO BREAK MY BONES?!"I shouted in a pure anger.

Fuck him.

Fuck his friends.

Fuck this horrible plan.

Fuck this school.

Fuck me for my horrible life.

Why can't i just be like others?Whose having a perfectly normal life?

What did i do to deserve like this?

"WHO THE FUCK IS JIN?!"He screamed back at me and i feel my anger grew larger every second.

How dare him!He hurt me and that's all he wanna know?!Not even a fucking sorry?

"WHY DO YOU CARE ANYWAY?YOU'RE JUST MY BULLY!STAY AWAY FROM MY LIFE!YOU ALREADY MADE MY LIFE HORRIBLE ENOUGH!"I screamed infront of his face and immediately stormed out of the toilet,the urge to pee is gone and my brain is clouded with anger.

The tears on my cheeks is gone but their are dry tears on my cheeks.

I walked back to the class,i walked angrily back to my seat.I bet all the students here could sense my anger because everyone is looking straight at me.

"What?Mind your own fucking business."I snapped at all of them and they all immediately get back doing their works.

"Languange!"The teacher said and i ignored her.

When i finally seated,Jin seemed hesitate to talk to me but he did anyway.

"So....mind telling me what's going on?"He asked but as soon as he saw my sleeves,his eyes go wide.

"What happen?"He gasped at me.

"I will tell you at lunch."I said,clearly anger still on my voice.Well what can i say,i'm still fucking furious with Ravi.

Who the hell does he think he is?

Just about that,Ravi entered the class with sadness on his eyes.Why would he be sad when i'm fucking furious because of him?

I feel Jin's glare at Ravi while Ravi try his best to not looking at my direction.I let my brain cool off a bit,trying to calm myself.

When i did,i try to focus on what the teacher is explaining and try to understand it.

After it feels like eternity,finally it was lunch.And to say i feel better,i actually did feel better.To be honest,i even feel bad for shouting at him.

Weird i know.

Well it's kinda my fault that i cut myself.If i didn't,i wouldn't be snapping at him.Wow am i even making any sense?

Anyway,i'm currently walking beside Jin to the canteen.I can feel that Jin still is still hesitated to talk to me.So i waited until we reached the canteen,grabbed our food.

Instead of walking to the table,i walked out of the canteen with Jin.I take a look at him and see his confused eyes.

"Ummmm...i usually have my lunch on the roof."I whisper at him and he scowl at me.

"Why?"He asked me and i sighed.

"I'm gonna answer everything you wanna know once we reached the roof alright?"I asked him and he nodded.

We walked quickly to the roof and when we finally reached the roof,we sit and Jin immediately going straight to the point.

"Explain."He said sternly.

"You have to promise me...not to be mad....alright?"I said carefully and he seem to think about it for a while.

"Is it going to be very bad?"He asked me.Well i'm gonna tell him that i cutted myself so yeah it's very very bad.

"Yes."I said and he sighed but nodded anyway.

So i did,i explained everything to him that's happening to my life.From the cutting because of Ravi bullying me,because of my mom,the little 'blind date' with Ravi,how N and Leo tricked me,i told him everything.

When i'm finally done,he has his mouth gaping widely and to be honest,i'm scared of how he will react.

After 5 minutes,he's still not saying anything.Which makes me really really nervous.

"Ummmm...Jin?"I asked carefully.He seemed to snap off his thoughts because he immediately blinked a couple of times.

"Uhhh,yeah?"He asked me.

"So...say something."I said and he sighed.

"Are you mad?"I asked him softly.

"I am...but i can't be.Because it's my fault as well for not be there for you when you need me."He said.

"It's not your fault at all.It's me,for being so weak.I shouldn't be afraid of him.But somehow,i always do."I said and he sighed.

"Since when did you do that?"He asked me while pointing on my cuts.

"Since i started getting bullied."I admitted and he sighed loudly.

"I really wanna kill this son of a bitch."He said lowly.

"Please just leave him alone."I begged him.

"Fine.Because you asked me to."He said while walking to the door.

"Where are you going?"I asked him.

"I need uh...to use the bathroom..."He said while opening the door.

I stand up to follow him because i'm sure that he doesn't know where the toilet is.But when i stand up and look at the door,i saw a person which makes my jaw dropped to the floor.

Another cliffhanger lmao.

Alright a fun fact about this book,when i started this,i only planned to make this book 10-15 chapters,but now we reached chapter 14 and it's not even half of the plot i'm thinking lmao.So,maybe,just maybe,i'm gonna speed up the book.And i'm gonna try update at least once in two days idk.

But anyway,keep supporting me alright?Your votes and comments(especially this lmao)really motivates me XD.

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