It's odd that in my books, I've got about another 40-50 pages, I should find some time to add them to Wattpad, the bad part about that though is that'd take me a few hours because every day I've been adding to my books 4-7 times a day during school, afterwords I'm out for my Family or busy writing or doing what I love to do best, spend time with the one person in this world that means the most to be, still young, still a lot to do, still lot of romance in this world, I've felt so depressed for so long ... They said it's "Long term depresson" And They noticed I'm not one to like being in "public" they think of putting me of "Medication" It's odd, I'm not sure how to go through with that, I'll wait and see what this world brings me to add on to my life Long Book.
Something else new? My mom had another kid on the passing Friday, I've seen many years of kids around, it effects this writing world where all apart of, Other things? I've been seeing more and more reasons to continue on in this lifetime and I've been seeing much more catch my eye, they said I "Pay attention" and Look, and hear every little thing in life, of course I do my Friends, Why is that? Because my All time low in my life would have to of been being in a Mental Ward for suicial weekends at the end of August, it's funny, my birthday was on the 5th, and I was in their from the 22nd? I've got it written down in my Journal entry's from when I was "on the inside" 35 pages of .... Things I do not wish to share just yet.
Well, It's time to go for now, It's getting late, I'll write more in my Journal's tommorow.
-A.B.
