Bullied | j.b

9: I think Justin deserves to know

I walk down my stairs and into the kitchen. I glance over at the clock through blurred vision from the tears: 8:25 it read. Half an hour since Joey left. Half an hour since I started crying and I was still wiping away my tears. Half an hour since Joey kissed me.

Why the hell did I let that happen? I just froze there when he leaned in and I didn't pull away until 3 seconds when I realized what was going on. I mean I definitely didn't want to kiss Joey, I'm with Justin and I really like him. Maybe I even love him. I just feel like he is going to somehow find out and he will put me through all the pain I had last year. I need to tell Brooke ad Mae, they should know what to do.

Annabelle: hey guys I really need to talk to you!

After 3 minutes they both reply

Mae: What's up? Is something wrong?

Brooke: are you okay?

Annabelle: well...

Brooke: c'mon you can tell us!

Annabelle: Joey... He tried to kiss me... Actually he did kiss me...

I wait and it's been 5 minutes without any reply's from either of them. Was what happened really that horrible?

Then I hear the doorbell ring, I go over to the mirror and quickly fix up my hair. But there is nothing I can do about my tear stained face. I sigh and slowly unlock the door and twist the knob hoping its not Justin or Joey. Mae and Brooke burst through the door and engulf me in a big bear hug. After our long hug we head upstairs to my room. They both sit on my bed facing me in my bean bag chair hugging my teddy bear tightly.

"Anna... What happened?" Mae asks me as they look at me intently.

"You guys know how I was tutoring Joey tonight?" I start and they both give me short nods, and I started explaining. I feel like I'm going to burst out in tears again. "Well, I was helping him out for a while, he was wearing a lot of cologne and breath spray. He was sitting really close so I suggested we take a little break and we walked outside. Then I climbed up that tree outside my window and he went through my house to meet me in my room. But I think he got the wrong idea. We were just talking then he started to lean in and I froze. After like 3 seconds of his lips on mine I snapped back to reality and pulled away and ran into the bathroom crying. Then he told me he didn't know about Justin and he left. So that's pretty much the entire summary." I say finally finishing the long story.

"Wait... Did you... You know, want to kiss him?" Brooke asks quietly.

"Definitely not! I mean... I think I might love Justin." I say the last part quietly.

They just stare at me for a moment.

"I think Justin deserves to know." Brooke says.

"No way! He is going to either freak out at Anna or he will freak out at Joey and Joey didn't even know!" Mae retorts.

"I think that even if Anna doesn't tell him, he will find out eventually and I think it would come better from you." Brooke says turning to me.

"I'm sorry Mae... But I think Brooke is right. If some popular slutty cheerleader kissed Justin, I would rather hear it come from him, not have rumors going around that they had sex or something."

"I guess you guys are right," Mae says sighing, "Wait! You thing Joey is some sort of man Slut?"

"No! He's actually really sweet, but I was just using that as an example." I explain to them.

"Okay... Well I think that you should tell him tomorrow when he walks you home. Until then, I suggest you watch a movie or go on YouTube for a while to get your mind off of it. That shouldn't be too hard considering its not like you two like made out and it's honestly not that big of a deal. I think he should understand." Brooke tells me giving me a reassuring smile.

"Thanks guys." I say jumping on the bed and giving them a big group hug.

"No problem, now I'm sorry but I have to go. I'll see you guys tomorrow and you have to tell us what happens! He better appreciate your honesty." Brooke says as we start to walk back downstairs.

"Ya me to, my mom just texted me," Mae says glancing down at her Blackberry, "And I think you should probably tell Joey that your whole tutoring thing is off."

"Ya your probably right. Okay well bye guys!" I say as they walk out the door.

"Bye!" They say in unison as they walk down my driveway into the dark. I shut the door and run back upstairs to my room. Once I get there I sit down at my desk opening my laptop and clicking on the internet to open YouTube. I just realized that I never saw those videos of Justin singing... What was his username again? Oh ya that's right! It's Kidrauhl. I think to myself as I hit the "k" on my keyboard. Videos pop up with different song titles and millions of views. I click on his cover of "With You" because it had the most views and is at the top.

He starts singing and it is honestly amazing. His voice is high but it's so cute and just breathtaking. I keep watching his videos and they just keep getting better and better. I think I just fell completely in love with Justin Drew Bieber. And I fell hard.

How am I supposed to tell him?

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A/N: OMG! I'm so sorry I couldn't get this up earlier! I've been REALLY busy. I am getting tons of homework and I never have time for these things anymore! I will try my best to get back on my schedule for updating. Once again, I am sorry :(

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