Done missing you

AWAY-1

(Broken-Seether and Amy lee)

WALLYS POV

I picked my head up to see everyone turn and look at me.

And to see Batman rush in grabbing Dick in his arms as I saw for the first time the Batman cry.

Holding Dick close.

I couldn't imagine losing my first child.

I knew nobody had seen what had happened between me and Dick at least I hope.

A FEW DAYS LATER

I looked at his pale body looking nothing like the Dick I knew, he looked like a wax figure.

I looked into the coffin at the body claiming to be Dick.

As tears filled my eyes I blinked them away in a hurry.

This couldn't be it's just a dream.

My hands covered my face.

Please be a dream please be a dream.

I looked around at everyone around me mourning.

I once again closed my eyes hoping to wake from this horrible place.

But opened my eyes to see his still waxy body.

Tears dared to spill as the pain and guilt grew bigger and stronger with every thought.

I shook as I sat down hands to my eyes to calm down.

I could feel someone sit next to me and looked up to see Artemis.

"I'm so sorry Wally. I could never imagine the pain you must be feeling."she said looking at her shoes.

"Thank you."I said looking at her as she now brought her head up.

"I was such a bitch to him."she said wiping away some fallen tears.

"Artemis you're a really great person sometimes people need to see it through your eyes."she looked at me and hugged me.

"No Wally you're a great person and you don't deserve this pain on your shoulders."she said pulling me into a hug.

I stayed quiet since I didn't know what to say to that.

"But trust me Wally no way are we ever going to date again."she laughed a bit now easing away at the tension.

We looked forward again towards the coffin.

"I can't believe it's over."she looked straight forward saying that.

That seemed to be it as I jumped from my seat running as far and as private of a place that my legs would even dare take me.

I sat with my knees pressed into my chest as the tears in my eyes ran over with an ease.

I looked up to the stars with a pain written frown upon my face.

I stood there not knowing what to do with nothing else to do but wish.

Wish that Dick could hear me.

Wishing he could sit next to me and watch the moon.

Tears fell as I smiled he was the night.

A faint memory came to me as I watched a small boy one day he was maybe 2 years younger or so.

He seemed so cool so talented so smart.

Yet he was bats no he was a bat he was a part of their family and he loved it he loved it with all his heart.

And I would know he told me all all about how bats isn't to bad of a guy.

He was in fact the one who was there for him not like Alfred was though.

Yet he loved it.

He loved being a part of a family.

He loved feeling loved and he especially loved showing how much he could just as well love.

For such a young kid.

He was the Heaven to my Hell.

And now that he's gone all Hell has broke loose.

No one to contain it.

No one like Dick.

I now looked to the sky again as the tears ran to refresh my memories.

"Dickie." My mouth seemed to let out as I looked into the moons beautiful gaze.

Nothing.

Then again I don't know what I expected to happen if he's not here.

And that's what hurt the most.

Not the fact that I knew Dick was dead but the fact that I could feel myself deep down wishing and hoping something would happen something to tell me Dick was still with me yet a part of me knew the truth that that would never happen.

That Dick was truly and forever gone.