Done missing you

PLEASE-3

(Far away-Nickelback)

WALLYS POV

It seemed like everything I held on my shoulders was gone for a minute it all seemed to disappear.

As if the world around me was gone as I watched the moons glaze.

Softer and purer than the Suns gaze friendlier even.

I could feel my mind escape for the little while before it all could ever come back like I was invincible.

The happiness indescribable and yet I still wonder how it could be taken all away with one scream for help.

But this was my job and the job always came first it always does.

I looked back to the moon yet I couldn't see it anymore as the weight multiplied and my legs wobbled.

Yet I didn't look back as I ran to the help.

Seeing the woman was no success hearing her on the other hand seemed to be the only thing I could do to locate her.

I saw the person holding her was none other than Clayface then again what was he doing in Central city why not in Gotham.

No more questions were asked as a car was thrown to me.

The fight was easy the hard part was walking into the Watchtower for he first time in a long time seeing all the faces of my colleagues heir depressing looks of pity I looked to he ground with fear of their pity how they now saw me.

I was so close to just walking past Batgirl yet I knew I couldn't get away so easy.

She stopped me grabbing my wrist pulling me to a quick corner."Kid flash you're still mourning don't you think it's time to move on?"she seemed pained as much by her own question.

I looked to my boots a frown I knew was there no one had known how me and D-Richard really were to each other more than they thought.

Or at least I hope they don't know about me and Richard not the truth at least.

I can handle them knowing nothing but lies as long as they didn't really know what could really hurt me.

It would be better to just forget of Richard leave all my pains and hate away.

Somewhere where they can't hurt me any longer.

I felt an arm as I flinched the arm pulled back a bit.

I looked back to Batgirl who had a worried expression."get someone as special as he was to you. It time to let go of him Kid you're only suffocating yourself."

The worst part was how true her words were that made my head shake to a yes.

I needed to move on get someone else those words in my head made me realize as my head snapped up.

No Batgirl she was gone but I noticed M'gann walking to me."Everything alright Wally?"

"Ugh yeah."I looked to he ground thinking, so many thoughts rushing through my head.

"You're thinking of him ... Nightwing?"her words made my mouth hesitate to work properly at forming any types of words.

"Wally wouldn't it help to you know maybe find someone you can talk to about this maybe, like Artemis maybe a new girlfriend, since you lost you best friend."she pushed my chin up to look at her.

"Wally you're not going to get better wishing for something, you a brilliant scientist can't even begin to comprehend."and she was right as well as Batgirl I hope all the females here don't gang up on me I know I should move on yet ... I just, can't.

I can't do it I, I grew up with him I, he was my friend no he was my best friend, who knew all of my mistakes, he knew all of my flaws, and my problems, my story, my origin, he knew me, better than all my friends, and family combine.

With nothing less he was me.

And to make matters worse I was him.

And with that, I had died and from that there was no recovering not for a long while, no cure for the disease that spread like wildfire in a forest.

And that's when an Aerial fighter came to my rescue.