Everything seems to fall apart as I confessed out loud without thinking. I feel like my world has fall apart. Did- did I just really confessed to him. Jaehyun look surprised to hear it as well as he look at me with his widen eyes. He was taken aback.
I thought he would reply something to me back at least, like asking why but all he does is just walking away. He's walking away from me after I confessed. I feel like a fool now.
My tears streaming down on my cheeks while watching him walk away from me, like this. I couldn't believe it.
Jaehyun, you're unbelievable..
I'm crying silently there, by myself. It's hurt so much. I grab the handrail to balance myself from everything, suddenly it's so heavy. I didn't know it would turn out like this.
" Yerin! What are you doing here? " a voice asked from a not really far behind from me. I couldn't turn my head because I don't want him to see me crying. I recognized that voice anyway, it's Donghyuk's. I was too tired to wonder why is he here all of sudden too.
" Why are you he- wait what? Are you crying now? " Donghyuk cups my cheek with his hands and turn me around to face him. He widen his eyes as he see me crying.
I didn't respond to him. He didn't say anything afterwards but hugs me in comfort. I have no time to feel embarrassed anymore. It's hurt more than anything. I don't know how to face Jaehyun anymore.
I finally calm myself down with Donghyuk sitting next to me on the bench.
" Wait a minute. " Donghyuk said then walk to somewhere.
A few minutes later Donghyuk come back with two can of Coke in his hand.
" Take it. " he hand one of it.
" Thank you. " I smiled and take it from him.
" You know why I brought it here? I know it's sound so childish but whenever I get so stressed or unhappy, I always have it with me. After I drink it, I could feel myself feeling better. That's why. " he grinned.
" What so childish? People are not the same when it's come to their choice of what make them feel relief and happy. " I chuckled.
" And what about you? What do you do when you get stress and unhappy? "
" Me? Umm I would like to listen music or go out and relax myself. That's it. "
" That's why you're here? But it's almost late now. " he said while take a look at his watch. I just shrugged.
" Why are you here though? School gate must got locked already at time like this right? " I asked him.
" Did you forget it's weekend today? My home is nearby and I'm here to skate and get some air and then happened to meet you here. " he smiled.
" Right. I forgot today is Saturday already haha. "
" Anyway..What happened with you? Why were you crying? Don't keep it to yourself. I'm worried. " he suddenly asked me about it again. How can I tell you Donghyuk?
" Nothing. I just missed my mom. " I grinned.
" Miss your mom? Look at your eyes. It's swollen. " he said while looking at me. I think he didn't see me with Jaehyun earlier. That's a relief.
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Rainbow Life | NCT Jaehyun [Edited]
Fanfiction"I thought I made myself pretty clear that day."-Jaehyun. Started at : June/09/2016 Finished at : September/26/2016 --- Rainbow normally appears along with sunshine after a heavy rain. So does Yerin life. Her life has been in hell until something ha...