After that night, I decided to not going back to the dorm anymore.
Mrs. Jung finally called me a few days later and talk about what happened. And I decided to request her to transfer me back to my previous school and stop supporting my family because everything is over and I don't want to just taking without giving back.
She doesn't agreed with me at first but after half an hour of begging, she gives in. She expressed how sorry she is towards me but it's no ones fault I guess. It's God's plan after all.
I also contacted Irene about my transfers back to my previous school. She sounded upset at first because 'the best roommate I ever had is moving out so tell me how am I supposed to feel?' Yeah that's what she said but she understood. Also, she promised me she will trying to make an excuse to tell Taehyung and Donghyuk about it.
Some of my stuffs still left at the dorm so Irene volunteers bringing it to me today. We decided to meet up at a small restaurant.
" Yerin! " Irene called out for me once she arrived.
" Ah you're here! " I smiled brightly back at her.
" I miss you so much. I really don't want to imagine another half semester without you.. " she pout.
" I'm sorry.. "
" Sigh. It's okay! We talked about it already right? Remember you can always come and visit us. "
" I don't think I can go back to that place anymore haha. " I laughed awkwardly while scratching my temple.
" Hmpmhh. " she whines.
A moment later, the foods that we ordered has arrived. We started eating second later and chitchatting amidst having our lunch.
" I saw Jaehyun yesterday. "
" Oh. I see. " I put my action on halt for a few second after hearing his name, but continue eating eventually. " How is he..doing? "
" He was jogging around the park in front of our dorm building that time. And he looks empty. But! Do not blame yourself okay? " she gave me a warning before continue. " He met my gaze that time then looks like he was about to approach me or something like that but he seems hesitating. And ended up jogging away from me just like that. Sighs. This is complicated but I'm sure he's also trying to make up his mind and looking at another perspective. "
" Mmmm. I hope so but I won't expect anything. " I shrugged. He totally pushed me away that time and asking to not see each other again..I really don't know anymore.
" Urg let's not talking about it anymore! It's getting depressing. Anyway you know what? It's Taehyung's birthday on Saturday and me, representing Taehyung, inviting you to his birthday party! What do you say? " Irene asked me excitingly while giving me her puppy eyes.
" Haha, How can I say no? "
" Yey! "
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Saturday, 7:00am
The party has barely started yet a lot of people are coming in already. I've been hanging out with Sana for a while already along with Donghyuk but he's gone to somewhere already, probably with his friends.
Taehyung and Irene have been welcoming their guests so they're not available for us yet but it's fine of course.
I've been feeling pretty chilled, thanks to Sana but as soon as I saw Jaehyun stepping into the same room with us, there are uneasy feeling tingling inside my chest.
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Rainbow Life | NCT Jaehyun [Edited]
Fanfiction"I thought I made myself pretty clear that day."-Jaehyun. Started at : June/09/2016 Finished at : September/26/2016 --- Rainbow normally appears along with sunshine after a heavy rain. So does Yerin life. Her life has been in hell until something ha...