Rainbow Life | NCT Jaehyun [Edited]

Chapter 18

[ Jaehyun's POV ]

As soon as I hung up my phone, I immediately made an decision to talk things out with Jiyoon. Well, the ex girl friend of mine. She called me earlier, asking for a proper meeting and talk. I guess I gotta sort everything out before making another big decision of my life.

While walking toward the park nearby, things that happened in the carousel flashing back again in my head. I couldn't believe it either, that I did it out of impulsive, I normally didn't do anything like that but when it's come to her, I tend to lose control- well, not anything further than that kiss though.

Not long after, I immediately recognized a figure sitting on the bench at the corner of the big park.

" Jaehyun you're here! " Jiyoon said once she saw me. She looks so happy that I agreed to come here but..it's not like I'm going to accept her into my life again though.

" I'm glad you made it here I still can't believe you actually came." she said while grabbing my hands.

I nodded in response while slowly releasing my hands from her tight grip. I feel like it's only wrong to get her hopes up. I thought better act before anything gone out of hand.

" I came here just to clarify things between us. "

" Jaehyun, I'm willing to admit everything I did before, it was wrong but I was so immature that time, I really didn't meant to break you like that. But I'm willing to fix everything if you give me another chance.. Can we..get back together Jaehyun? "

" I'm sorry but I don't think I could do that anymore. Us being together again..it's a scenario that I never even once thought of if. " I shakes my head while looking at her. I can feel her sincere this time but I can't see us being together in the future anymore.

" Jaehyun please forgive me. Let me take care of you again please? " she pleaded with her ready eyes. Please don't cry in front of me, I hate it.

" Please understand that I have no grudges against you anymore. I came here to tell you that from now on, no need to feel guilty anymore because I'm actually thankful towards you. If you never left me, I wouldn't get a chance to meet new people as well. " I smiled. " I'm sorry that we couldn't get back together because.. " I paused.

" Because of what? "

" Because I kinda have someone on my mind now and I'm willing to do everything to go forward with her. " I said, smiling sincerely. I hope she wouldn't find me being sarcastic though.

" Who is she.. Tell me who's that girl!!! " she shouted.

" You don't have to know that. Beside, you should find someone better than me. There are a lot of good people out there, I wish you good luck. " I smiled at her once again.

She doesn't say anything but walk away from me in furious. I sighed while looking at her from the back. Sure, those memories I had together with her was beautiful. It was great but I could never go back,

Because all I can see is someone, waiting for me from afar with that prettiest smile of her.

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[ Yerin's POV ]

I arrived at the dorm early in the morning because I didn't even get to sleep for the whole night so what's the point of still fussing there? Irene is already once I got there.

Anyone could say that I'm being overreacting over small things but that was my- my first kiss(although it's just pecking but it's still a kiss!!) and it got stole from him like this how can I stay put?