Chapter 23

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A/N: After this chapter, there's only one chapter left! Thank you for reading this far and baring with my slow updates!

They want me to... choose? How can I do that?! I stare at the ground with wide eyes for the longest time.

"Guys! You're putting too much pressure on her! Can't you see she was having a hard time already with trying to tell us she had the offer?! Then you guys had to confess and to make matters even worse, you're making her choose! She shouldn't choose either of you if you're thinking of yourselves before her!" Haruhi defends me.

Haruhi is legit a goddess. I love her and appreciate her so much. I grab her hand and squeeze it. She looks at me surprised and I smile at her lightly.

"It's alright. Thank you... I'll choose, but give me some time to think about it..." I stand up and turn to the door.

Tamaki starts to follow, but I stop.

"Time to think alone, Tamaki." I sigh.

"Hehe. Okay... You got it!" He laughs nervously.

"I'm sorry, Tamaki... It's just I can't have anyone around me right now." I smile sadly at him then grab my ukulele and walk out the door.

I walk around the whole school till I'm on a balcony. From the view, you can see a lot of the city and it looks beautiful as the sun is slowly going down. Not exactly sunset yet, but it's still pretty. I stare at it for a long time before I close my eyes and feel the breeze. I sigh as I feel the cool air hit my body. It's so relaxing. I have a feeling I won't get this for a while... I grab my ukulele and start playing "Smoke and Fire" by Sabrina Carpenter. It's the first song that came to my head and it's a good song. I close my eyes as I sing, letting myself get into the music. Once I finish, I sigh and slump my shoulders.

"I think you should do it." I hear Haruhi's voice.

I turn around to see her walking towards me. I look at the floor then back at her. I nod my head for her to sit next to me. She does as told and a light breeze picks up. We stare at the view in a comfortable silence for a bit. I lean my head on her shoulder and she pats it like I'm a kid.

"Have you chosen yet?" She finally asks.

I shake my head.

"I told you before and I'll tell you again, I already know who you like more."

I look at her.

"Yet I still don't know."

"Think in that pretty little brain of yours." She pokes my head.

I purse my lips, thinking. I think of all the times I got butterflies with each of them. There was a bunch of a times. My eyes widen when I realize who I've gotten them more with. That's who I like more? I whip my head to her with a red face. She smirks.

"You know who?"

I nod, covering my cheeks that are bright red. She laughs and ruffles my hair, standing up.

"Will you bring Hikaru here, please? I would like to talk to him." I mutter.

She frowns slightly then nods, walking away. I strum my ukulele again just playing a random song now. I have no idea what I'll say to him, what he'll say to me. After what seems like forever, I'm about to give up and leave but I hear footsteps. I don't move. I don't want to face him yet.

"You do have a beautiful voice, you know that right?" He sits next to me.

I look up at him. Hikaru smiles at me, sadly. Does he know what I'm about to say? I look at my feet. How do I tell him?

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