Not My Kingdom

1. Essential Trust

Lauren POV:

Have you ever felt so wrapped up in something that you can't seem to pull yourself out of it? That's how I feel right now. As much as I need to stop getting involved in the situation, I can't bring myself to walk away. Even if it means getting hurt. He makes me think like that. Him before myself. I know it shouldn't be that way but that's how I let it happen. He's too good to leave behind. I know he has it in him. He has an enormous heart. He just needs to learn how to use it. And if I have to be the one to teach him then so be it. He isn't a mean person. He's just afraid. Afraid to trust. Afraid to love. Afraid to be weak. Vulnerable. He would explode in a moment of weakness. Let his anger get the best of him. I get it he has a right to be angry. But talking it out in innocent people isn't the way to deal with it. He's so sweet when he thinks no one is looking. Considering his past I'm surprised he is still sane. His past. The dark part of his life. What made him who he is. But who he is shouldn't be defined by his past. It should be about what he does for the future. He's going to great things. Amazing things. I just know it. He's gonna help people. He just needs to have a change of heart.
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New book? Ok me too. Anyways gotta blast🚀❤.