"I kiss the scars on her skin
I still think you're beautiful
And I don't ever wanna loose my bestfriend"
-A Match Into Water, Pierce The Veil
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Taylin is dead.
I'm unaware of what to do.
Do I call Jacelynne?
"JACE COME HERE" I scream. She comes running in, the tears come. From both of us, we stand there just hugging.
"Josh.. Wait" Jacelynne pulls away from my grasp, moving Taylin's head out of the way. She grasps 3 envelopes and hands me one marked with "Josh Ramsay"
I open mine.
Dearest Josh,
Thank you so much for everything you did for me while we stayed together. For taking such good care of Jacelynne, for being my date to the wedding and for dancing with me afterwards. I will miss you more than you will ever know.
I did not die upset, I died broken. It was unfixable. Like a broken porcelain doll, I could not be fixed.
Your song "Playing Dead" is unfortunatley something I am not doing right now. But it is amazing, you have so much talent. Get into music Josh, you could do it. Make it big some day.
I feel as though I need to apologize for telling you I was going to rehab, it was never my plan to go. This will be my rehab and I will miss you.
Take care of Jace for me
I love you Josh, thank you for everything.
Taylin xo
I smile slightly and begin placing the letter back in the envelope when I notice a small package in it. I open it and see two things inside, one is a locket pendant. A picture of us dancing at the wedding and the outside says "Fearless" and on the opposite side "Love"
The second thing is a bundle of 50 dollar bills. Wrapped around it is a Starbucks coffee jacket.
"For your music" is written on it. There's at least a thousand dollars here.
Jacelynne stands there clutching some pictures, a usb and a music note necklace.
"I have to go to rehab" Jacelynne quivers.
I hug her "You do, but you can stay with me until you go"
"Thanks Josh" she whispers "I'll go pack my bag"
"I'm going to call someone to pick her up" I gesture to Taylin.
Short, late update.
Taylin's dead.
Sorry.
~Kaitlyn