She freshened up and lied on her bed but she just couldn't sleep as her head was paining like hell as if someone is hammering on it
"god again that pain, maybe I will have that attack, man its unbearable"
She got up and switched on the light.
She opened the drawer and looked for her regular medicine but in vain as her one month course completed two days back and she should have bought her medicine but the thought was totally deleted from her mind
She couldn't resist it anymore as everything was again becoming blurry in front of her. Still she looked for her phone and luckily she was able to call Lisa
"hey, champ whats up .....enjo... "
Before Lisa could finish she was interrupted with a horrible scream
"Lisa its bursting, again its blurring out I cant breath "
She screamed
"oh my god... Again an attack... Stay stay I am coming"
She kept the phone and fell on her bed hard holding her forehead with her two hands
"god why cant you see me happy, why do you always have to make me suffer? "
She shouted
And closed her eyes.
The next thing she remembered was that she opened her eyes and saw people with white clothes moving about and the sound of ECG machine behind her, which gave her a feeling that probably she was in a hospital.
"am I dead? "
She uttered
And immediately got a reply
"no"
It was Lisa
She got up with utmost difficulty and felt a sudden pain on her hand as a saline line has been injected down her nerve.
"what happened to me? "
She asked
"you got an attack and you weren't opening your door so I had to call people from your neighborhood to break in and I saw you lying on your bed senseless"
Lisa said
"since when i have been senseless? "
She asked
"I am talking about yesterday night, its not too long, you puked twice while we brought you here but still you didn't regain you senses"
Lisa explained
"for how many days I have to remain admitted here? "
She asked
"the attack wasn't very serious so we will be discharging you today, but there is a few things I need to highlight upon"
Lisa exclaimed seriously
"what? "
She looked away
"look at me, see I don't know what kind of a stuffs you did last day but let me tell you that those where definitely the reason for the attack you had last night"
Lisa scolded and she looked down in guilt
"now would you please tell me what the hell happened" Lisa asked
"last night....i was with him" she continued
"ya you don't have to mention it ,i was very sure you were with him" Lisa repeated
there was a sudden pause she wasnt willing to tell
"then what?"Lisa yelled
"then i had roller coaster ride i made a tattoo and i even got drunk" she didnt say the last thing that happened.
Lisa was in a state of shock
"what? Say it again, tattoo, rollercoaster, alcohol! now tell me one thing do you wanna live or not"
She looked at her in shock because never ever Lisa has been so rude to her, she never used such distorting languages while talking to her
"see even you know I will die"
She said and tears started rolling down her eyes
Seeing this Lisa became a bit soft and said while comforting her
"I am not saying that champ, but these stressful things are restricted for you, understand"
"but these things didn't give me stress I enjoyed them, you wont believe yesterday was my best birthday ever"
She said and looked away
"Maybe your heart enjoyed them but body doesn't permits you to do all these things"
Lisa said
She became angry she threw the tray on the floor and shouted
"its better to die totally other than dying everyday"
She started crying harder
"you know how much I die to have a normal life, do you know how much die to do all those thrilling things that I love do ...I die everyday, I hate myself, I want to be KNIGHT, the fighter the warrior who doesn't fears anything "
She screamed
Lisa was bewildered with her this kinda behaviour.
"what is wrong with you? "
Lisa yelled
There was a sudden pause for a while tears were still rolling down her eyes and she finally spoke
"we kissed"
She whispered
"you kissed him but he loves...."
Before Lisa could complete she took her words
"I don't care if he loves Knight but one thing is crystal clear I am unconditionally in love with him and I cant bare to loose him, but what can I do when I am loosing myself, I cant help"
Lisa knew that she cant comfort her anymore in this matter and got up
"Amm.. I will fill the formalities"
She said and went away
She understood that she was again kept to herself, lonely, empty without a tench of hope.
______________
They were standing in front of her house
They as in Lisa and herself
She hugged her tightly
"thank you for everything, and sorry for yelling at you"
"its ok champ, now listen these are the medicines i have a written the prescription which has the schedule for every medicine, its inside, still if you have some problem give me a call"
She handed over the packet to her
"you are like a mother Lisa"
"no I am not like your mother, I ammm your mother"
She smiled
"wont you come inside? "
She asked
"no duty calls"
Lisa said and they both bid goodbyes
She went inside and opened the drawer where she keeps her medicines.
She cleaned it as it has some left over packets of her previous medicines.
She kept the new ones and started thinking that her life has returned back to normal again, that everything happened for the last few days was just a dream as after yesterdays encounter ,Edward wont dare to meet her again. Maybe he understood that he kissed the wrong girl. She was thinking all these when suddenly she heard her doorbell.
Assuming it to be Lisa she went to open the door
She opened the door and was shocked as she couldn't believe her eyes to see Edward Stun standing in front of her.
YOU ARE READING
TO THE UNNAMED GIRL ( Harry Styles love story)
Fanfiction"Identity isnt the necessity to love someone" he use to say "but then you can't fall for a shadow" she use to say And this made chemistry Edward Stun, the rock star of a rock band fell in love with a writer who only had her pen name as her identity...
