She entered the room wiping her tears and looked around.
Maybe this is my last day of being in this room, in this house.
She said to herself and went near the wall that had pictures of the person whom she loves the most, her Ed.
Her eyes stroke on the small photograph that stood on the table near their bed, it was their picture with Edward kissing her cheeks and her smiling. They captured it on the night of the concert once it was over.
He said that night..
"lets take a selfie"
And took out his phone, they both smiled and before he clicked it, he turned towards her and whispered in her ears
"you are the best thing that ever happened to me, I love you more than anything in this world "
And kissed her cheeks clicking the picture.
Tears rolled down her eyes as that moment flashed in front of her.
She held up the picture.
"I am sorry Ed, but you know that is what the problem is you only love me, loving me isnt the only thing you got, you need to love your career, you need to love your singing thing, you need to love your fans, one day you will understand whatever I am doing is for your own good, I know I have to live with this guilt forever, but please forgive me if you can"
She said it to the empty walls, blabbering her feelings out.
She went near the desk and took out his journal. Whenever she had no one to share her feelings with she preferred pen over everything. So she took his pen out and started writing.
30th April, 2024...
Today I am about to do the biggest mistake of my life, for this forget about Ed, neither Lisa nor even god would forgive me.
I am left with no option, I have to leave him for his own good. I know I am the most unluckiest girl born, I don't want to but I have to make him hate him.
But I will never forget to love him.
As she wrote the word love a teardrop fell on it and blurred it, which gave a gesture that their love had already started fading.
She closed the diary and held it on his hands. Next thing she went down to the basement. Though it has not been more than a month she has shifted here but she got a vivid idea of the infrastructure. She knew the basement has a door to the store room and her next target was to find the most unused box inside it, though every box there were more or less unused still she searched for a perfect place to hide her journal.
Luckily she got one, the box was kept
at the extreme corner of the room and she observed that it was comparatively small than the other boxes, which she felt would be hidden by the other huge boxes.
The box was sealed with a cello tape, she carefully opened it and saw some books inside, probably they were of Edward's school days. She lifted up those books and placed her journal at the bottom and hided it with the other books and sealed it again with the tape. She was sure that these unused things would remain unused forever. She kept the box on its respective place and left the room.
Her hiding the journal had two reason. Firstly she only wanted to write down her feelings on a piece of paper, in that case her work was done and she didn't have any further reason to carry it with her. And last and the most important one, she didn't want to carry any thing related to him which would make her recapitulate about these memories of her love.
She took a deep breath because it was finally time for the disastrous plan that she had been building up on her mind all these while. A plan that would kill there love totally and would definitely make Edward hate her like hell.
She went out and went to her driver.
She informed him that she would like to drive alone and said
"it Edward comes just tell him I am in Jagger".
Jagger was the pub nearby and she knew that once Edward would be home he would definitely look for her. Her absence would make him tense as she had not been back since morning. The next thing he would do is ask the driver about me when he will get to know that she drove alone.
Brining him to the bar was the first part of her plan.
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She drove her way to Jagger and within the next 10 min she was there.
She willingly parked the car outside because she wanted Edward to see it.
She went in and it was filled with loud music and eye straining disco lights. Still she sat on the long chairs near the bartender and ordered a wine.
She saw while serving it the bartender started at her , maybe he recognized that she was girl seen in the newspapers nower days.
She took a sip and looked around for a victim. Whatever she did has to be quick because Edward could be there anytime. Though she was doing it for the first time her friends always told her she could seduce very well. But it was of no need because she already saw a guy staring at her, she looked away and closed her eyes
OK ready
She said to herself and turned back again throwing a sweet sexy smile towards the guy. She became sure that her aim was perfect as she saw that guy approaching the bartender.
He reached there and asked for a another bottle of bear as he had one on his hand before.
Now he threw a look at her, she kept on that sexy smile.
"if I am not wrong you are Edward Stun's girlfriend right"
Finally he spoke.
"well I should say, you have very good eye sight, I like it, you know I have been watching you for so long, you are really hot"
She said in a drowsy voice and winked, though she wasn't drunk she pretended to be.
"well I see you, you are not free so what is the use of flirting with me? "
He came a bit closer and asked.
"you know I am too bored of this worn out relationship and I just need some spice in my life"
She said and this time pulled him a bit closer to her. She was feeling too uncomfortable to do so, she was hating to lie and utter such bad things about him but her mind was continuously repeating those words
' you have to ', ' you have to'. Even that guy wasn't protesting which showed he was enjoying it too.
She started talking to him about everything that came to her mind, things that didnt have a tail neither a head. For example : why did you ordered a bear instead of whisky or tequilas? , and why all those girls on the floor dancing like monkeys? Etc.
Suddenly through the corner of her eyes she saw Edward standing and staring at them from a distance. Though it was quiet dark and he was wearing a hood, she could understand it was Edward. She was about to cry but she somehow controlled it by looking away and pretending she didn't see him. Rather she pulled the stranger closer.
When she looked back after a while, Edward was nowhere to be seen. Yes, he was gone.
The plan was over. She knew that this thing had definitely left an impact on him, he had defiantly started doubting his choice.
She was sure that a knife had already pierced in between there relationship and now gradually it has started penetrating in .
YOU ARE READING
TO THE UNNAMED GIRL ( Harry Styles love story)
Fanfiction"Identity isnt the necessity to love someone" he use to say "but then you can't fall for a shadow" she use to say And this made chemistry Edward Stun, the rock star of a rock band fell in love with a writer who only had her pen name as her identity...
