He checked his phone for the last time but didn't get any call backs or texts, though he had probably given a decade missed calls and sent more than fifty messages to Jack.
in the past 5 years another drastic change that he has noticed is his relationship with jack. Well it changed totally without even him knowing the reason. He stopped giving them advises and became more professional and the friendly relation was long lost.
More disheartening was the fact that he stopped talking to him personally that he use to do regularly.The only thing that remained was the boss and secretary bond. Strangely he even stopped looking at his eyes while talking to Edward as if he did something terribly wrong and just wanna hide his face away. It has been 5 years still Edward couldn't figure out the reason behind this change.
Today Edward shifted to his new house. This wasn't probably a house but a mansion rather gifted by his about to be in laws. Actually it was Katherine's father's idea . They wanted their beloved daughter to stay in one of their estate. Though he totally disagreed with this idea as he was not a kind of man who would live with his wife in a house that was bought by his in-laws but he was again not able to deny Katherine's request.
He shifted here today and he actually wanted someone to stay beside him. Though Neil and the other boys promised to come but honestly he actually wanted Jack to be here. His last house was totally planned by Jack. He was the one who made that house a home even the secret bookshelf idea was his but now he became so professional that the last message he texted was "I am busy" that too two days ago and in spite of Edward's calling him for a zillion times since this morning ,he didn't even get the time to answer Edward even for once. These things were making Edward more depressed .
He was totally helpless without a helping hand. He could have called a professional interior decorator and they would have designed it well without even him knowing a hair but he was totally tired of professional things and he actually wanted to do it himself but its impossible without a help.
Understanding the fact that he had
nothing to do he decided to frigid with his things for a while. It took them a whole room and the room was quiet big, to keep all those boxes still the whole room was covered with boxes and some were even stocked one above the other. He took a glance at those boxes once and it was quiet hard for him to believe that he ever had so many things with him.
He went near them and sat on the maple wooded floor and caught hold of a box, it was comparatively smaller than the other boxes . He pulled it forward and pulled out the tape. He opened the two slides and peeped in. A smile flashed on his face and he took out some worn out books and copies.
" I didn't know I still have them"
He said to himself.
They were probably his school copies and books.
He started taking them out one by one and turned the pages.
When it came for the last book he picked it up and stopped for a while as his eyes struck on something which was unfamiliar he saw a spiral bind diary which he was pretty sure that he never saw it before. He took that unknown thing out and turned to the first page which said.
1st April,2024
, you wont believe , today I met him again .yes I definitely went to the book shop to see him but I wasn't sure he will be there but I actually bumped on him . Oh my god his eyes were so mesmerizing and his dimples ,when they pop out its irresistible .Just tell me I am not dreaming
*pinch*
He turned to the next entry.
2nd April, 2024
today was a disaster, I don't understand what this media people think about themselves. Wont they allow people to stay peacefully ?,have to make fuss out of everything. Disgusting.
And I don't know who the hell told me to run away from that god dam studio and why did I uttered that stupid quote from my second book, was that necessary. Now I wont be able to face him anymore.
He thought of the day when without even clarifying a word she ran away and now he knew the reason behind it. Even he wasn't wrong when he said that quote was from the book he read.
He kept on turning the pages .
20th April , 2024
man I am still blushing ,I don't know how to write this okay so yes I made love with him,yes I did
Cant believe I finally lost my virginity with the person I could ever love the most.
*blush*
His eyes already became blurry and watery and finally a tear drop rolled from his eyes.
" This is her journal, I didn't know it was with me"
with a weak hand turned to the next page which was probably the last entry because there were no entries further.
30th April, 2024...
Today I am about to do the biggest mistake of my life, for this forget about Ed, neither Lisa nor even god would forgive me.
I am left with no option, I have to leave him for his own good. I know I am the most unluckiest girl born, I don't want to but I have to make him hate him.
But I will never forget to love him.
He was starstruck after reading this ,he didn't know whether to smile or to cry because he finally got the answer of the question he had been looking for the last five years.
"I cant believe this , she didn't flee with someone. She was made to leave me, but for my own good ,I mean she didn't do any good to me, I was totally lost when she left"
He said to himself.
He was so destructively shocked that he was not able to move any more. Still he somehow caught hold of his phone and dialled a number.
" hey Eddy, how is your new house?"
a voice came from the other side
Edward was not able to answer ,still he swallowed and said.
"hey Neil are you free right now"
" yes but why, Eddy are you all right because you sound scared and tensed ,is everything all right?"
Neil asked
"I am gonna tell everything to you later but first please come"
He said
"OK I am coming"
Neil said and kept the call.
He sat there for a while in utter shock and then somehow got up taking out that same folded piece of paper from his pocket.
He unfolded it and read it again. The words were same but now he knew that those were lies.
The first lie she ever wrote, but that lie made him more happier than all the other truth she wrote.
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TO THE UNNAMED GIRL ( Harry Styles love story)
Fanfiction"Identity isnt the necessity to love someone" he use to say "but then you can't fall for a shadow" she use to say And this made chemistry Edward Stun, the rock star of a rock band fell in love with a writer who only had her pen name as her identity...
