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by angeldaze

by angeldaze

dear jonah,

i haven't written to you for so long because i was in shock, utter shock.

i've decided to write three more letters: now, next week, and next year.

i have my reasons.

i am doing this without you, although i wish you would support me right now

i'm pregnant

it still feels weird to say, that i am pregnant.

I am carrying a child, our child. I'm keeping him or her, not for your sake but for ours. I know what we believe in, i know you would want me to keep it.

i'm sorry, at least i think i am.

we have shelter, we have you, we have family.

but hear me out, one last time jonah.

i will remain strong, even when the lights are off and when i feel like i can't find my way.

it is now 13:27 and i have an appointment at 13:40. I need to leave.

I will be back.

look down on me - on us, and just remember.

remember everything and don't forget.

because once again,

you are sleeping at last, my angel

i sincerely love you

cass.