dear jonah

06.

dear Jonah, 

“And with words unspoken
A silent devotion
I know you know what I mean
And the end is unknown”

I went by our place, after the park and by the stream, our stream.

It’s where we finally told each other how much we loved one another.

The best day of my life, I promise.

As the days go by, my need for you grows, but I am learning how to remain calm every time I think of you.

Exactly four months after the stream, we made love. It was both our first times. It felt peculiar but you were undeniably captivating, which made my nerves die down a little.

You made everything easier, now everything has gone back to complex.

Enough moaning for today, I’m trying to think like I would if you were here. I’d think clearly but for now, everything seems clouded.

I’ll keep trying Jonah, I’m sorry.

Your birthday is coming up soon, I can’t wait.

I love you.

Cass.