dear jonah

07.

dear Jonah,

happy birthday love.

you planned on staying home for the day then go by the fountain at 10pm, until midnight.

you said you didn’t want to celebrate with anyone but me. I never understood why, but it sure made me feel like you loved me even more.

I know you gave it your all.

so I did just that, I went by your plan. I was happy, sitting by the fountain.

thinking about us.

It’s been hell since you’ve left, but it is getting better now. I’ve met up with jess a couple times, she misses you too.

I think I might stick to this routine on your birthdays every year. If that’s what you want?

You’ll always be my love and angel, mine. But the hole still remains and I’m not sure if it is expanding or not.

Don’t forget me.

I love you.

cass.