She's Not Afraid/ Carl Gallagher

Whatever Makes You Happy

Carl's p.o.v.
  I peer through the kitchen doorway to see what Laci and Logan are doing. He's playing with her hair and they keep kissing. God, I can't take this it's been going on for two weeks.

Your so stupid, Carl! I think to myself. That could've been you if you wouldn't of been such a pussy!!!

He leans in and kisses her again; making me sick.

"I love you.", he tells her.

What the fuck did he just say! Now I'm furious. She won't say it back!! I know her, she won't!!
Or will she?!
She looks at me quickly then back at him.

"I l-love you too.", she says stuttering a little.

WHAT THE HELL?!!!!!Did she really just do that?! God, I can't believe her lately. I'm done with this shit!

I walk to the door with a pissed look on my face.

"Where are you going?", she says in a worried voice.

"None of your fucking business!", I say sharply as I slam the door.

I start running the fastest I've ever ran. Finally I get to the old abandoned building that she and I used to sneak out to and smoke in. I sit down on the filthy floor and start throwing anything I can find against the wall.

She told him she loved him!!It took her a year to tell Fiona that because of everything with her dad!! I think angrily. I think back at the terrible life she had. After her mom gave birth to her she was immediately out of the picture. Because of that her dad started using. He was never around for weeks at a time. Until eventually he left. Apparently he had a bunch of unsold drugs and the guy he was selling for tried to get revenge by killing Laci. She was too smart for that dick and eventually she found us. Our relationship had always been amazing. We were immediately best friends. She told me everything I told her everything too. The level of trust we have for each other is unbelievable. I love our relationship. I love it because it makes her happy. And knowing she's happy is the best feeling in the world.

Later that day
" So if this piece of shit makes her happy then I'm not gonna intervene.", I tell Debs as we sit on her bed talking about everything.

"You really care about her, don't you Carl?", Debbie says thoughtfully.

"Yay, yay I really do.", I say.

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Hey everyone! So this chapter I did entirely in Carl's pov. What do you guys think? I liked writing from his perspective. I'm so excited we have three views on each chapter so far! I know three views is lame af but at least we're getting somewhere. Please stick with me and continue reading I promise it'll get better. Anyway I would love to hear feedback. Thanks so much for reading I will post again tomorrow night!
Love you guys,
C

P.s.: Ik there's grammar mistakes and there probably always will be. Tonight I'm going to go through and fix as many as I can from all the chapters. :)