Stringent Serenity

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Essence Kenzie

Recap:      "          "Of course girl! But I gotta see if I can because I haven't been spending much time with Trevor. " I confess. She nodded her head.

          "Okay, just let me know."  She said. I responded with a okay and made my way to my office. When I got there someone was in my office. Raising a eyebrow I opened the door.           "

          I recognize that head of hair anywhere! "Excuse me, who the hell let you in here?" I question , as I tried to control my tone of voice. I was trying to be as calm as I could. But lord knows I want to pop off and slide that ass across this room. She turned around and held an apologetic look on her face.

           "I just wanted to apologize." Monica states, standing up fixing her skirt. I glared at her as my eyes pierced her skin. I step in my office and walked over to my desk and she watched me cautiously following my movement.

         "I don't got time for this shit." I say to myself out loud sitting the cupcakes down. I sit down and she continued to stand. I don't even know why the bitch was sitting down in the first place. I looked at her and she had glass eyes. I wanted to laugh so bad, so I just chuckled and held a lazy smile.

          "Just let me apologiz--" She starts.

          "What did you want to apologize for, huh? W-What? That you fucked my family up? You already knew that we were hitting rocks, so why do it?" I ask. Her mouth opened to speak but I put my finger up.

          " What else did you want to apologize for? Oh! that you fucked my husband while my child was asleep and didn't give a damn! " I yelled for only these four walls could here. "All those fucking times-- no all the fucking years! I was there for your ol' grimy ass!" I gritted. "Why'd you do it huh? That's all I want to know. Fuck yo' apology!" I state pointing my finger in her face cause she was getting me out my body at the work place. I can't be getting out of control.

           A tear fell out her eye and she quickly wiped it away. "Look, Essence it wasn't Michaels fault. I admit it. It was all me, I came over to talk to try and end all ties but I came on to him. It was in the moment we didn't mean for it to go that far. For the last few days I've been regretting it every since it happened. I fucked up everything!" She sobbed. "I lost David, I lost a couple friends cause it got around, and most of all I lost my fucking best friend! I regret everything and I'm sorry. I did it because I felt like it should've happened and I don't blame you for hating me and never wanting to be my friend ever again. I wouldn't be my own damn friend. I'm just sorry. Okay? I'm sorry Essence." She states wiping the tears that fell out of her eyes. Trying to get her self together she took a deep breath.

         "Okay, I accept your apology. Is that all?" I say nonchalantly, clapping my hands together and tilting my head at her, batting my eyes. Seconds went by as She stared at me in disbelief but soon replaced it with a straight face with a almost no emotion. She nodded her head.

          "I deserve that. I just hope you can truly forgive me." She says and turns around and wipes her eyes as she leaves closing the door behind her. Deep down inside, I hated that I had to treat her this way, I felt sorry for her but I wasn't about to sit here and give her the satisfaction. She didn't deserve to be forgiven for what she did. She wasn't a friend, she was a fucking hater! She betrayed me and disrespected me for no damn reason at all! And I will not play the fucking dummy....