Stringent Serenity

Chapter S I X

Michael Kenzie

Slamming the door my nostrils flared in anger. Shit. I just fucked up big time! When Essence was gone Monica called me and asked to come over and talk, since I just put Trevor to bed I said okay. Right then and there, I was going to tell her we had to stop doing what we were doing but she began kissing me, throwing herself at me. She tells me she's tired of David and she wants me but I had no intentions of being with Monica. She began groping me and other things then it lead to us being in the kitchen with my face in between her legs. I it didn't hit me until we heard Essence's voice roar though our ears

I looked towards the kitchen and Monica still laid on the floor knocked out. I stormed over to her and pulled her up and throw her over my left shoulder. Walking into the living room I threw her on the couch and she slummed over to the right side. Going into the kitchen I filled a cup full of water and made my way back into the front room and began pouring it onto her. She jumped up gasping for air, looking around, so I slammed the cup down on the table bringing her back to reality.

She stared at me blankly then winced and touched the back of her head. Blood appeared on her fingers as low gasped slipped though her lips. It was taking everything in me not to slap the shit out of her but I was keeping my cool.

"Oh my god." She said putting both of her hands on both side of her head. "Fuck." She nearly whispered.

"Michael, I--"

"Shut the fuck up, Monica!" I yelled pacing the floor and began thinking. She stared at me as tears began to foam in her eyes.

"I'm so sorry, Michael. I-I--" My hand connected with her face as my anger got to the best of me knocking her to the right. She stayed in that position holding her left cheek. She glanced at me and her eyes were filled with tears now.

"Damn, Monica! Why didn't you just shut up!" I said. "Why did you even come over here? You stupid bitch! You fucked everything up!" I yelled furiously. She began to cry hysterically. After a few minutes, she shacked her head and she started getting control of her tears and looked up at me with blood-shot red eyes.

"It's not all my fault Michael! You aren't the fucking victim you stupid, inconsiderate, and selfish asshole!" She screamed. I stared at her and my eyes began to switch. She was right. She stood up and slapped me leaving a stringing sensation. She grabbed her stuff and made her way to the door.

Before leaving she turned to me. "If anyone's the victim it's Essence and Trevor!" She yelled before slamming the door in her way out. I stood their in the same place for five minutes before really realizing how my life has totally dramatically changed in the course of a hour or two.

I've just lost the love of my life and my son, two of my main reasons why I'm still alive. Monica was right, but she was the reason why my marriage went down hill. Can you blame me though? What man on this earth is about to turn down free pussy?

Exactly! My life is now an unfinished construction site that has burned down into rubble with me in it and I have to search my way out of it. I sat on the couch and put my hands on my head with my elbows on my knees. A lump in my throat formed and my eyes began to water. A single crystal clear tear fell from my right eye, I clenched my jaws and balled my hands up. Out of anger I grabbed the glass bowl my mother gave me and threw it across the room making it shatter into pieces. I groaned heavily breathing in and out I flexed muscles. Grabbing my shirt off the ground I slipped it on and made my way out this house. Getting into my car I started it up and exited the drive way and sped down the street to the local bar.

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I threw the drink back taking huge chugs of the beer sitting my hands. Its about my fourth one and I'm gone. My eyes hung low as I looked around this room slowly, I looked at the digital clock and it read four-fifth P.M. I stood up tripping over my own feet, but putting my arms out I began balancing myself out.

"Hey, man. Your alright?" Asked a man sitting by the door. I glanced at him.

"Y-yeah, I'm cool." I stuttered, knowing I was no where near alright.

"Alright, be safe." I nodded, and started walking, or at least trying to walk towards the entrance the bar and walked out. When I finally got to my car I fiddled with the keys in my hands, I stuck the keys in and hopped into the car . Then, I started it up and began making my way onto the street. It looked vacant so I began speeding up. My mind was in a totally different place as I ran a red light. I heard a loud honking sound and turned my head towards a bright light. My eye widened as the car banged into the left side of my car where I was. It felt like it all was going into slow motion as I lost control of the car. I sped off the road flipping up into the air. When it hit the ground, all I heard was people screaming and felt painful throb in my head, my eyes began to fall heavy, then all I saw was darkness.

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October 4,2O14

I haven't updated this in a minute! Lol

Is Michael dead or Nah?! o_O