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treize

a/n using this picture again because it's so lovely shh anyway how are you guys?? doing well? hope so ily anyway enjoy  friend

tyler was out of frank's office and now sitting on the floor. he was confused. when he was confused, there were thoughts. there were an awful lot of them. when he had an awful lot of thoughts he went to brendon, because brendon knew how to sort through them. and brendon was always in the lounge. and that's why tyler suddenly found himself outside of the lounge. his face was blank, his eyebrows knitted, and his jaw set. he was confused and frightened and why the heck  did that just happen. he walked inside and shut the door a bit too loud. brendon was sitting on the couch eating a yogurt and playing on his phone.

"i didn't want gerard to tell him." he made his opening statement in a clear voice, trying to control everything. "it's not fair. i didn't even tell gerard, so it's none of his business, and why would he tell frank, this is so unfair!!" his voice rose suddenly. "i didn't even tell him!" tyler's voice was shaking with frustration now, and he felt tears forming. "why did this happen? why did gerard tell frank i could have gotten fired!!" he was almost shouting. "why did this happen? does gerard hate me what did i do" anxiety flooded his voice and it got softer, turning into a whisper "what did i do i'm trying my best i tried to put the supplements where he asked me to i'm not good at restocking i'm trying but i can't do this-"

"tyler stop"

"nO WHY DID THIS HAPPEN BRENDON"

"tyler listen to me"

"NO"

"tyler you're good at this job now breathe"

"brendon  how do you not see how s e riou s this is i'm gonna get fired"  his voice was shaking again.

"tyler i don't know but you have to breathe"

a/n josh's face in that picture is me because i don't know what's happening

tyler stopped and took a shaky breath and roughly wiped away the tears dotting his cheeks. brendon hugged him roughly and quickly and tightly because brendon hated hugs but he loved tyler.

"tyler you gotta stop thinking so much"

"i've been thinking too much"

"yeah, you have, buddy, but it's okay, because-"

"i'm sorry"

"it's okay ty, you haven't done anything wrong, now breathe."