What Is Love?

Goodbyes Are Never Easy

*Madison's POV*

"Please dont leave me. Please." I cry, tears pouring down my cheeks. "Im sorry babe, but I have to" he said. I could tell he was holding back his tears. I looked into his gorgeous blue eyes and kissed him.
"This isnt goodbye. Only a cya later" i said to him and he smiled.

I listened as the screams of girls silenced as if it was only me and him. "Im sorry to rush you but we cant be late" Paul said to us. My boyfriend and i sighed. "Im gonna miss you. Soo much" i say begining to cry again. "Hey. Please dont cry. I will talk to you as much as i can ok? And i will call you when i land. I promise." My Irish boy said as he kissed my nose.

He kissed my lips one last time and then wrapped me in his arms. He held me there for awhile and quietly sang in my ear, "Truely, madly, deeply. I am foolishly completely falling." His voiced tickled against my ear as he spoke. Then he released me and followed behind Paul to the plane. The farther he got away from me the more reality set in. I began to hear the screams of fans again. "Niall!!!!! Dont leave!!!! Come backk!!!! Niall!!!!!!! TELL THE OTHER BOYS TO COME BACK!!!!! DONT LEAVE!!!!" They all screamed.

I watched as Niall approached the plane but right before he got on he turned around. "I love you" he mouthed as he waved goodbye before walking into the plane. I stood still as the plane lifted off the ground and was soon out of sight.

***

The drive home was quiet because i was alone. It feels weird being alone. Last time Niall traveled, i still lived with my parents but this time is different. I have to be alone for the next month.
1 freaken month!!

I miss him already.

I opened the door to our flat and placed my keys on the counter. I sighed as i listened to the silence surrounding me. "I dont like this" i whispered as i began making some tea.

When the tea was done, i poured some into a mug and sat down on the couch. I flipped through the channels on the tv until i saw the news "It was reported that One Direction left for Australia about an hour ago. We have some footage of them at the airport." The news person said. Up came a video. I watched as it was a video of me and Niall. I started to get teary eyed as I watched Niall and I crying. I quickly turned off the tv and picked up my phone. I scrolled through twitter and it was all pictures of Niall and I saying goodbye. As i read through them a sharp pain hit my stomach. I dropped my phone and rushed to the bathroom.

*Niall's POV*

"It will be okay mate" Liam said as i sat down. "How do you know? I barely made it through last time. But last time i could visit her about every week. This time i have to go a whole month without seeing her. She's all alone in our flat. I honestly dont know how i will make it" i told them. "You can make it Niall." Zayn said and i shrugged my shoulders, unsure.
I leaned against the window and looked out into the sky.

I miss her already.

I wish she was here. I wish she was right here next to me. The fact that i will wake up in the morning and she wont be next to me hurts. I wont be able to comfort her when shes upset. Or when shes cold i wont be able to hold her and keep her warm. I wonder what shes doing right now...

*Maddie's POV*

As i finished, i washed myself up and brushed my teeth. I dont know what that was. Maybe i ate something bad. Anyway, i walked back into the living room and found my phone. I looked at the shaddered pieces on the ground. "Aweee maaaan!!!" I sighed. I just got my phone 2 weeks ago. I picked up the pieces and placed them on the table. I went into my room and found one of Niall's sweat shirts. I slipped it on and layed down. I cuddled with his sweatshirt which smells exactly like him. I smiled as i fell asleep as the sun began to rise.

*Niall's POV*

"Wake up Niall" i heard someone say. I opened my eyes, looked out the window and saw we had landed. I got up, grabbed my bags and followed the boys out of the plane.

"NIALL!!!! HARREH!!!! LOOUUUUIIIEEEE!!!!!!! ZAAAAYYYNN!!!!!! LEEEEEYYYUUUUUUUMMM!!!!!" I heard the fans scream. We were too tierd to sign autographs and take pictures.
The paps were asking us questions, exspesually me. "Hows Maddie, Niall? Are you happy?" I smiled at this question and answered back. "She's wonderful. And yes we're very happy. I miss her so much already." All the fans awed and started chanting. "NADDIE! NADDIE! NADDIE" the cheers for me and my girlfriend made me happy. I look to my side thinking she was there and realized, she wasnt. I sighed and quickly got through the crowd to the car.

The ride to the hotel was quiet because everyone was sleeping besides me. I couldnt sleep. My mind was going crazy, thinking about poor Maddie all alone at home.

***

I walked into my hotel room and pulled out my cellphone, dialing her cell
number. Ughh it went right to voicemail. I shrugged and dialed our flat number, waiting patiently.

*Maddie's POV*

I woke up to a loud ringing in my ear and realized it was the phone. I rubbed my tired eyes and picked up the phone. "Ehhh....hello?" I asked sleepily. "Im sorry babe, were you sleeping?!!" a strong Irish accent appoligized. "Yeah but its okay. Did u land?" I asked him. "Yeahh babe we landed about 10 minutes ago. I called your cell but you didnt answer." He said. And i thought for a moment before remembering what happened earlier. Should i tell him i got sick? No i dont want him to worry.

"Oh yeah. I uhh.. kinda dropped my phone and it shattered" i confessed. I heard him sigh and then laugh. "Whats so funny??" I questioned and he laughed again. "I can just imagine you droppin it. Youre very clumsy babe." He said and i laughed along with him. Its true, i am clumsy. I bit my lip, nervously.

"Sooo....hows was your flight?" I asked and he paused. Then i heard something in the background. "MADDDAAAAAYYYYYY!!" I heard Louis scream into the phone. "Hi Louis" i said with a smile. It was silent for a few seconds until Louis broke it. "Niall said he misses you" Louis told me and i chuckled. Then I heard Louis laughing as he said "aweeee Niall's blushing" i laughed. "I miss you too Nialler" i told him. "Well babe. I gotta go. Ill talk to you as soon as i can. I love you" and with that he hung up. I sighed and layed down on the bed. I closed my eyes and once again, fell asleep, feeling lonely.