I Need You (5 Seconds Of Summer Fan Fic.)

Chapter Nine

Chapter Nine:  Luke's P.O.V.

(The Week of the Tour)

I was in the front seat driving with Sam next to me and Ashton, Morgan, Michael, and Calum squished in the back-seat. We reached the airport in a matter of minutes. Ashton, Michael, Calum, and I got our stuff out from the trunk of the car. We all walked in with our hoods up and waited for out flight to be called. I kept my arm around Sam and Ashton kept his around Morgan. When our flights were called, Sam and Morgan hugged us all goodbye. Sam saved me for last and Morgan saved Ashton. I kissed Sam goodbye and hugged her really tight. Ashton did the same. I saw tears in their eyes when I looked back at them. I waved at her and tears started coming to me also. We got onto the plane and got our bags put away. I took the window seat so I could cry and not let anyone know. The tears fell silently. I didn't realize how much I loved Sam until I was leaving her. I loved her and, honestly, was a little home sick. I missed Sam

Sam's P.O.V.

Morgan and I both started crying when we watched them leave. Yeah, it was only two-weeks, but Ashton and Luke were our boyfriends. Almost everyone knows how hard relationships are when one partner travels. We headed back to the car and went home. My brother was out at work, so he wasn't home. We both started eating ice cream and watched TV. Time flew very fast. Before we knew it, it was close to midnight. We put away what was left of the ice cream and went to bed. I missed Luke. 

I woke up a little late, but made it to work on time. Bree was freaking out when I got there. I just gave her the thumbs up sign and started. 

"Hey guys, what's up? It's DJ Mask, back with old and new music. Let's start today off with 'Want U Back' by Cher Llyod' Hope you guys enjoy." I say with my voice modifier on. 

Worked finally finished after about 4 and a half hours. I took my time walking home. When I did get home, I decided to make a YouTube channel. 

"Hey guys, it's me, Sam here. And, I decided to make a YouTube channel! I will be doing vlogs and music covers. Granted, most of my songs will be from Americans. Anyway, this video was just an introduction to my channel. So yeah, I shall see you guys in my next video. Whenever that is. Bye guys." I say and end my video. 

I post it and go get my guitar. I look up some songs that I liked and found the guitar music for them. I started practicing. My first music video is going to be 'Burn' by Ellie Goulding. I got tired and decided to take a nap. I sunk into a deep sleep. Next time I woke up, it was 3 in the morning. Great. I went back to sleep. I woke up to Morgan and Jason hitting me with pillows. 

"Hey, you're awake. I need to tell you something." Morgan said, beaming. 

"Go ahead." i say and sit up. 

Jason rolled his eyes and went to his room. He was looking at apartments. i was glad he was getting back on his feet quickly instead of moping around. 

"OK. Ashton texted me. He asked me if I wanted to move in when they get back. I agreed." she said and jumped up and down. 

"Well, great, I'm glad. I was actually thinking about getting an apartment like my brother." I tell her. 

I get up and we start walking downstairs. On our way down, I thought I heard my brother cry, but decided to leave him to himself.

Jason's P.O.V. (NEW P.O.V.!!!!)

I can't tell Sam face to face. I am planning on suicide. Instead of telling her, I made a video.  I'm not sure when, however. I'm making a video just in case. I started my cam-cord,

"Hey Sam, it's Jason here. By the time you watch this, I'll be gone. Not gone as in on my own. Gone as in dead. I'm sorry Sam. I just can't handle life anymore. Not only can I not handle life, but I feel guilty." 

Tears started coming.

"Sam, I feel bad about dad. I could've stood up and taken the beatings instead of you. But, I didn't. I screwed up a very good relationship. I was going to propose to Marissa, my girlfriend. But, when she said she wanted to talk, it was because she saw me kiss another girl and broke it off. I was drunk. That's another thing. The night we ran away, I promised myself to never get drunk. I broke that promise and it felt like I was just shattering when I realized what had happened. The guys kicked me out of the band, because they said I was going soft. I just..... I just can't. Please, get out of this house if you haven't already. I don't want you to live in the house you were abused in. Why we bought this house after dad put it up for sale still confuses me. I'm sorry, Sam. I'm really sorry. Please, don't grief over me for a long time. No longer than a week. I don't want to be your burden. Again, I'm sorry, Sam. I love you."

i ended the recording and wrote a note so Sam could find it and then watch the tape. 

Dear Sammy, 

I'm sorry to tell you this, but I did commit suicide. What I want you to do is go to my room here and get my cam-cord out. Hook it up to your laptop and watch the video that is on there. I'm sorry Sam.

-Jason <3 

P.S. I hope that son of a bitch pays for hurting you the way he did. 

I then deleted all the videos except for the apology video. I put my cam-cord on my desk along with the note which I put in an envelope, addressing it to Sam. I went to bed after that. I just wanted time to think. I'm gonna miss Sam when I'm gone.

As I was writing the video and letter, I was, like literally, crying. I'm sorry if this made you cry. And I'm probably gonna get a lot of hate for making Sam's brother commit suicide. I'm sorry, but I have a plan for something to happen later on. Byee guys. :/