One thing that I learnt in class this semester is that the only constant in life; the only thing that won't change, is change itself. Life evolves us, every second. Everyday we shed our skin and grow new ones, so does the inside. Minutes, hours, and days we make contact with another and little did I realize a smile, a wave or even a simple 'hello' could change things. Its like a ripple effect, gradually, it'll start to effect you in a larger manner.
It didn't even cross my mind that I would meet the love of my life on August 18 last year, but I did, and that changed a lot of things in so many ways. 9 months later and I'm just smiling at my 9 months ago self, a part of me proud for going through so much and pulling out of it, one way or another.
Its easy to evolve if you're guaranteed that the best things that you have in that moment would evolve along, but the terrifying feeling of change and losing the most wonderful thing is almost indescribable. Its so easy for some people to say 'have faith' or 'if its meant to be, it'll come back', but to actually have faith, thats something isn't it? I'd say people who just let go of the things they love greatly and waits for it to return like a boomerang are by far, the strongest people. I don't think its as simple as said to have so much faith on something, which is why we tend to cling on.
But I guess that's all there is, isn't it?
Faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie dust.
