Undone

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Dear Jupiter...
I'm sorry, please don't hate me.
I know you hate that I smoke cigarettes, I know I am a gas planet..
And I know my habits will be my undoing.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry I let you down.
But but taking my first few puffs of a cigarette last night after going three months with out one...
It was amazing.
And I know you think I'm disgusting and I hate myself.
But most of all I'm so sorry that I spent time smoking even though it lost me your kisses.
Please know I love you, now and forever.
Dearest Jupiter, I haven't had any kind of contact with anyone for a couple days out side sending memes through DMS...
I'm starting to think they are all mad at me.
I see Pluto in two days..
We'll one since it's currently 3:18
I'm so sorry that I wasn't the planet you wanted.
I'm sorry my rings aren't as beautiful as her atmosphere.
I'm sorry that I am just gas held together by the pull of gravity and someday I will come undone.
I wish more than anything that I deserved you, or Pluto, or the sun, or mercury, or thebe.
And to all of you, I'm sorry that I do not.
Please don't leave me.
I love you, now and until the day I explode,
Saturn.

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