To Jupiter

Movememt

Dear Jupiter,
I will always love you, but I have to do this.
This is the end of to Jupiter.
Originally I had planned to never end this book.
But I realized something while tripping on acid.
I am getting my life together.
I'm going to college as a sixteen year old.
In California.
It's gonna be hard work but I am going to work at it.
I'm gonna move on, I already have.
I have spent too many days sad over you.
I love you, I know that, you know that, but I love Pluto so much more.
And I'm ready to work for my goals.
And I'm not gonna make my story about you anymore, you don't deserve it.
I don't deserve that.
You are always going to outshine me, dearest Jupiter. I will always love that about you.
But just because you shine doesn't mean I can shine too.
I love you so, so much, but you ruined me for too long.
So fuck you, fuck this book.
I no longer yearn for you, my heart has healed.
I've moved on.
This movement is colossal, well maybe not.
It's been a little bit over a long time, and I've finally noticed it.
You will be in my heart, but not on my mind or in my life.
And that's okay.
Forever loving you,
Saturn.