The Breakdown

The Breakdown- hopeless

After packing, me and the girls went and met up with the guys at the airport. Luckily, mom was glad to drive us to the airport. Teddy waved at us the moment the car stopped in front of the entrance. Mom had to leave early because she had a business meeting as always but that's who she is. Even though she's a busy woman, she still finds time to spend with me and I'm really proud of her. I gave her one last hug and a kiss before I took my luggage by the handle and pulled it. 

"So, you guys ready?" Vanz asked.

"Ready." 

 

***

I turned my phone off and so did everyone else when we got in the plane. We all acted like kids because we got first class tickets. My heart kept jumping. I couldn't wait to go to Paris.

The flight stewardess named "Anne" led us to our seats. I sat on the vacant seat next to Kayla. We fastened our seatbelts and the plane began to gain speed and then rose from the ground. 

A few minutes later of trying to entertain myself, I decided to take a nap.

 

 

 

But I couldn't you know why?

 

 

No. Kayla's not playing screamo music.

 

 

We weren't the only people who had first class tickets. 

 

Too bad we didn't have a private plane.

 

11 or how many hours later, the plane finally landed. I could smell the breeze of Paris.

And the Baked Lasagna Kayla's been eating.

 

***

Caleb's POV

" Dude, should I call her?" I asked, unsure of what to do. I've been trying to call Axel but I just don't have the guts to do it. What if she gets annoyed? What if I'm just wasting her time?

"God, Caleb. You've been asking me that for the 36th time! "  Tyler whined.

"you whine like a baby."

"nya nya nya nya" Tyler mocked me.

"NYAN CATS!" Tom shouted. We all looked at him in horror.

Tom's got this thing for cats. 

"alright, I'll call her." 

I took a deep breath, grabbed my phone from the table and dialled Axel's number. 

It rang.

And then....

"hello?" 

 

IT WAS HER! SHE ANSWERED!

"hey, it's me Caleb." I tried not to show to much emotion to avoid embarrassing myself.

"Oh hey. How's school? You havin' fun?" 

"Yeah. Sort of. How are you guys?"

"we're cool! We're in Paris! Can you believe it?" She shrieked.

"Cool. With your mom?" 

"No, with The Main Blow." 

 

The conversation was great until she mentioned those three words.

The Maine Blow.

 

"The Maine Blow? never heard of that band." The name sounded suspicious.

"Tell me, why are you with them when you barely know them." 

"I..... don't know." She responded.

"God, Axel. They could be dangerous!"  

"Caleb, you're overreacting!" 

"I'm just worried about you."

"Well, there's nothing to worry about. I'm not your girlfriend or anything."

 

Did she just say that?

"Look, I have to go." I hung up and threw my phone on the bed.

"What happened to you?" Tom asked.

"Nothing."

 

All of this. Everything.

 

So she never really liked me? After all this time?

I fell in love with her the day I met her. 

I even wrote a song about her.

I...

 

feel stupid.

I took the paper with my song about her and tore it into two.

"What's this?" Tom asked, looking at the paper.

"trash."  I answered, angrily.

 

hopeless

by Caleb for Axel

 you make me feel hopeless, helpless,

I'm never gonna find someone like you.

Am I really that useless? restless,

you drain me with everything that you do.

Baby, all I need is air to breathe

but then again you're the air I'm breathing.

You make me feel hopeless

and that's how I want it to be.

 

"This is great dude! We should record this." Brad grinned.

"It's not."

"Yes it is. Tyler, get the guitars and the beatbox."

"Why me?"

"Because you're awesome."

"Alright."

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OK. SO I WROTE A SONG CALLED "HOPELESS" . I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED THIS ONE.

 

LOVELOTS.