Chapter six

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(Possible trigger warning)

Phils pov

Dans body was led on the floor, his legs sprawled out and his arms by his sides.
His eye's were closed and he was breathing...just.
but that wasnt what had my attention.
His entire body was dripping with blood, his naked arms legs and stomach covered in cuts of all shapes and sizes but the most horrific one was the huge deep cut that started at his shoulder and ended at his wrist.
I couldn't breathe
I backed up against the wall and desperately tried to breath, my whole body shaking violently.
I took a few deep breaths, knelt over and using a nearby hand towel I staunched the blood flow at his wrist using the towel like a tourniquet. Dan whimpered in pain and twisted away from me his face agonised. "stop," he murmered "stop it hurts just let me die, phil doesn't want me." He mumbled.
I froze watching him.
I must have misheard him.
"Dan" I murmur shaking him gently "Dan please."
Dan stayed silent.
"Dan listen...I guess you heard what I said to brandon...but I meant none of it I just wanted to protect you...because...because...I really like you Dan...I never wanted to hurt you ever and this isn't just some sick plan I just said that to get rid off them...I'm so sorry and I don't know why I'm bothering to tell you all this because you can't hear me and it's all my fault!" I broke into uncontrollable sobs and buried my head into Dan's chest breathing his unique smell in.

Dans pov

I listened to phil speaking and felt my broken heart start to heal slowly with each word phil brought together the pieces and then I heard his heart wrenching sobs and felt him bury his head in my chest.I reached out my numb arms and wrapped them around him stroking his soft hair with my thumbs. "I forgive you it's okay." I whisper against his hair feeling the calm and happiness off holding him wash over me. He reached out his arms and wrapped them around me to so we we we're kind off hugging. "I'm sorry," he whispered against my chest "I'm so so sorry."

An-that was short I know I'm sorry I had chronic writers block!! The next chapter will be longer I promise c: I hope you enjoyed c:
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