Eyeless Jack x Reader

Chapter 18

*Writer's POV*

Once you got back to the mansion, you went straight to Mari's and took a shower. The little boy's pain filled face wouldn't leave your mind. You scrubbed off all the blood, but still felt filthy. The shower's hot water mixed with your tears.
"How could they live with this?" You asked yourself as you tried to wash off the blood that wasn't there. "How can you live knowing that you killed someone who did nothing?" You weakly got out of the shower and slowly put on a fresh white t-shirt and grey shorts. You left the restroom and found extra blankets and a pillow on Mari's bed. You spread out the blankets on the floor and placed the pillow on it. You laid down and wrapped yourself in the blanket.
"I'm... Sorry..." You whispered as more tears fell down your cheeks. His face wouldn't disappear. The scent of his blood lingered in your nose. Your hands felt filthy. You hugged your pillow and cried into it.
"Why... Why am I feeling so sorry for him...?" You choke out quietly. You shut your eyes tightly and tried to think of your family. All you saw was your mother holding your dead baby sister. Your father shaking his head, disappointed at you. Your grandma's eyes filled with fear and pain. You quickly opened your eyes and saw the boy standing in front of you. His face was streaked with tears and his pajamas was stained with his blood.
     "Please, just leave me alone..." You cried quietly. You heard the door open quietly and someone walked in. You didn't bother to look up at who ever came in.
     "(Y/N)?" It was Jack. He walked closer to you and looked down. "I heard you went killing with Mari... How was it?" Jack asked with a hint of excitement. "Describe the scene full of detail. Like how the blood smelled and the face your victim made. How they screamed and plead for the-"
"It was... Terrible!" You bursted out in anger. You sat up and looked at Jack furiously. "I... I had to kill a kid! A kid!" You cried out. "You want to know the details? How I felt?!" Jack stepped back a little and kept silent.
     "(Y/N)-" Jack tried to say something, but you interrupted him.
     "I felt horrible! The kid had the worst face of pain. His face was filled with tears and his screams were filled with so much agonizing pain!" You couldn't stop now. "I- I stabbed him in his stomach  and he screamed. He cried. He called me a monster. And then Mari... She kept acting crazy!" I paused for a moment and took a breath. "She kept yelling at me, telling me to kill him! I slit his throat... And all his blood came splashing out..." Tears ran down your cheeks as you remembered the scene. "She kept laughing and saying it was... beautiful..."
     "That's because she's insane. We're all insane and you will be soon..." Jack said blankly. "We all started off as humans who didn't kill... But we all snapped and turned into your so called monsters..." Jack said a little harshly. "Your going to have to get used to it because you won't be leaving anytime soon."
     "I- I don't want to be like you...." You said quietly as you sniffled. "I don't want to become a monster!" You cried out.
     "You're the one who agreed with Slenderman..." Jack said. "You can't change your mind now." With that Jack left the room and left you alone in the dark.
     "I can't become a monster..." You whispered to yourself. "I just can't..." You back down on the floor and wiped your tears. You closed your eyes and kept seeing the boy. His stomach was cut opened and his throat was slit.
     "It's too late..." The little boy said. "You're already a monster..."

Sorry for the short chapter. I'm trying to update this story more, so stay tuned and I'll come out with more updates. Thank you.

~MariNightWolf