Remember

The Story

Well Taekwoon, let me just tell it to you straight so you won't be entirely confused; you and I, we've been dating for about 10 years. Yes, for that long... Anyways, on one, supposedly "special" day, this person I used to know saw us on a bench. His name was Hakyeon... He came because he had to do something, but his buddy cancelled on him. His friend not only cancelled on him, but cancelled the plans they had, including the sleeping arrangements.

From the moment you locked you eyes onto him, you knew he was bad news and there was something up with him. It's just, the rest of us didn't see it until after, including me.

Anyways, he was my friend and I wanted to ask you if he could stay with us. You looked annoyed and pissed off, but surprisingly you agreed.

Oh! I forgot to mention, we aren't really roommates. We actually, live together. Nevermind that, back to the story now.

Anyways, you agreed and even asked him if he wanted to stay. He accepted and well he stayed with us for about a week.

In the following days, we played truth or dare, went go-karting, went out just because, went to the amusement park, and other things. Remember how you had a memory when you were at that dock? That dock was your favourite place to go and think.

Anyways, we were there because you felt that I was falling for Hakyeon again. I'll explain more on that later. However, I told you that I wouldn't and that I'd love you forever. You didn't like spending time around Hakyeon or with him, so I walked you home and you slept. Later that night, we played truth or dare and had a huge hangover.

There are maybe some parts in this story that I'm missing, so I'm sorry if I miss some details. I'm telling you the important and big details though, don't worry about that.

Now the thing about Hakyeon and I, before you and I dated, Hakyeon and I dated. We were friends since kindergarten and throughout high school. In high school though, he was skipping many days so I went to check up on him at his place. There, he was in a closet, crying. He was crying since his grandfather had passed away, and they were really close. I helped him out of the closet and he kissed me. I didn't realize until that moment that I had feelings for him, then we began dating from there. A couple years later or something, my parents were away for a while and he was staying at my place until they came back. One night when I came home late, I figured he was sleeping so I quietly went upstairs, but found that he wasn't in his bed. I searched all over the house for him, but when I found him, he was in the bed with someone else. I ran out the house with tears in my eyes, and then I bumped into you. You didn't get mad at me or anything, but you consoled me. We became close, then I had finally gotten over Hakyeon, but my heart belonged to someone else. It belonged to you Taekwoon, and it still does.

When I met you, my whole life changed, for the better. Now, let me tell you about the accident. The feelings that you were feeling towards Hakyeon and what you thought of him; you were right. You were right to know that he was a suspicious person, and I'm sorry I didn't see it.

This is what is going to hurt telling you, the truth. One night, when I came home late from work one night, I had no idea which bed I fell asleep on or crashed on, but it was actually Hakyeon's room. Then he started doing 'interesting' things to me and well, I don't know why I didn't push him away or something. Anyways, when you came home you came inside looking for me, but you found me being pleasured by Hakyeon. It was the exact same incident Hakyeon did to me years ago.

I'm so sorry, I feel so guilty and u have so much regret for doing that to you Taekwoon. From what you've heard already, you must hate me.

When you saw me, you did exactly what I did; you ran out. I ran after you and we were near the road. You were crossing the road, but you weren't supposed to cross yet and... The truck hit you.

It's all my fault Taekwoon, I'm sorry. It's my fault you have amnesia, it's my fault you can't walk, it's my fault you have to live this way now. I don't ever expect you to forgive me, but if you do, thank you.

I'm so sorry Taekwoon, for ruining your life.