im scared of going back to sleeping to avoid my problems and literally wanting to die all the time. im scared of being too scared to go to school because i have to face the work and the people i hate to see everyday. and im scared im going to go back to pushing everyone away and wanting to just cut. im scared im going to disappoint everyone like i did last year because my grades arent good enough. im scared im going to check me grades multiple time in the span of a hour like i did this year. im scared that im going to sob everytime i do my homework and im scared im going to cry everytime i leave to go to school. and im scared that im gonna miss a ton of school because im too tired to get out of bed physically and emotionally. im scared that school is going to destroy me like its done every year.
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