Poems. My storys into words.

#9 "I'm trying"

I'm trying.
I'm trying to toss this feeling out of my head.
But that just doesn't happen so simply.
Because this feeling is horrible but great.
It's the sweet sensation at looking at someone and feeling this.
But it's horrible because you don't know what to do with it.
You don't know if you should speak about it or keep it in not knowing the reaction.
This feeling makes me a mess of emotion and not knowing what to do with it.
It's hard.
This feeling isn't easy to explain and that's the hardest thing.