Poems. My storys into words.

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I don't know how you did it. I don't know how you broke me. You invade every single one of my thoughts.I even thought my dreams were a escape from thoughts of you, you ended up making a appearance there too. I dream of you realizing the mistake you made. taking me into your arms and telling me you love me. That will never be true no matter how much I wish it was. You managed to tear me apart. Just when I was getting over this. when I was finally coming to terms with knowing there would never be an us. I was finally okay with knowing I was never going to get over you. but knowing I was going to be okay. I wasn't going to let it control me. But you came back telling me you still had feelings, opening my heart back up to you. You made me feel what I felt at the beginning of this year. You made my feelings resurface harder than ever. Just to tell me you don't feel anything again. How do I fall for this every time. You asked me if I trusted you. and I let you back in. And now I'm here wondering why I wasn't good enough. Why no matter what I did. it was always someone over me. I've given everything in me for you to be happy even when I wasn't. I've been here for years. Yet I'm still not enough.