Poems. My storys into words.

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i kiss random guys, not even asking their name cause I won't remember it either way.
One name has forever been scarred into my brain, edged into every crevice.
A name I'll never forget but for 20 minutes while kissing random strangers I forget.
I throw myself at random guys, knowing I will never be able to love them. I know this will never last and i eventually end it on the note that I still love you; it's not fair for them.
but in the end I'd rather live a lust filled lie than a love filled fantasy