July 24, 2016

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I keep getting yelled at today, but its ok. I hate yelling but I deserve it. I'm not good enough for my family, so they hate my guts. Sometimes I wish I could just cut too deep and end all this shit, but then someone texted me earlier and they instantly made my day better.

Thanks Meow, dude I needed that. You made mt whole day a hell of a lot more bearable.  You're awesome bro :) LavenderPasta

I want to come out to my family, so today I hinted and asked my mom to get my school clothes this year from the men's section. Of course she didn't get it and went back to yelling at me.... :( *sigh*   Ugh, anyhoo, my sides hurt a bit today, cause I still haven't saved up enough money to get a binder and am wearing a ace bandage around my chest to make it flat. meh, its working good enough with my baggy shirts. I think I look cool today. I like big pants and loose-ish fitting shirts for some reason... I'm weird, don't judge... 

ALSO... I LIKE PURPLE!!!! XD I'm so funny


LATERS MY NINJA ARMY <3

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