So today I spent most the day sleeping and crying... I'm sick of everything. My mom, my self, my family, basically my life. I'm so stupid for blaming myself when my dad left before I was born, but i can't help feel like its my fault. If I had never been born then my mom wouldn't be mad all the time and hate me so much. She's even told me that I'm the reason everyone's so mad all the time. I just don't get it, if she hates me so much why can't she just let me die already? I'm trying not to cut, but I don't know how long I an hold off... its been 5 days sine I last cut... ugh... everything aches for the blade that has only brought me peace into this horrible life of mine.
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My Depressed/Transgender Diary
De TodoThis is a book of my everyday life. I am going to rant a lot about wanting to come out to my family, and probably a lot of sad depressing shit too. I will put in one entry a day for one whole year. Just read it if you want, you don't have to...
