I went to the doctor today. Well bad news for me. They can't refill my meds at that place, I have to go to another place that my mom says will take over a month to get me in and get them refilled. Fuck. Now I'm gonna be worried all month, because the one med isn't working right already and not having either is even worse than just having on. And I'm sorry, I cut again this morning and last night.... A stupid fucking 2 weeks wasted. I'm such a failure. I can't even give up something that I thought I had conquered.... I should just die like my family wants me to....
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My Depressed/Transgender Diary
RandomThis is a book of my everyday life. I am going to rant a lot about wanting to come out to my family, and probably a lot of sad depressing shit too. I will put in one entry a day for one whole year. Just read it if you want, you don't have to...
