Trying To Stop Dreaming (Niall Horan)

Just Shut Up

Me and Asain catch up with everyone else as we leave the restaurant.  "Niall was staring at you!" Asain sings. "Yeah, have you ever seen a guy not stare at my boobs?" I laugh. I was quite busty. I blame my mom for that.  "She has a point bro!" Maddie says and points to me. I nod my head yes, to show agreement with Maddie.

"Well im just saying. He didn't look down at them. He was like looking into your soul!" she says soul loudly and skips to add affect. Everyone laughs at that. "Yeah like the Niall Horan would ever like me! Best joke ever!" I laugh but no one joims me. "Oh come on guys. Don't tell me yiu believe Asain is right!" I walk ahead of them and stop walking.  "Well...I think she's right. You aren't ugly. A guy like him could go for a girl like you." Noah says. Everyone mumbles things like, "True." or "Makes sense."

"Thanks for taking my side guys." I say sarcastically, while Asain smiles in her victory. Smile now Asain. Smile now. We walk all over, gaining stares from people. We kept laughing at everything. I miss hanging out with my best buds. Traveling was fun, but not when your friends are far away from you. We finally take a seat down at an old coffee shop. I pulled out my phone and see that I had a missed call from my father, and a text from someone. I decided to check the text first, I hate my father.

From Niall- hey we should hang out again! like all of your friends and my friends!

To Niall- Yeah that'd be cool! it'll give you a chance to meet the nice Allona.

From Niall- Louis said that'd be fun! Haha. hey are you and your guy friend going out?

I looked at that text a little weird. What would he mean by that?

To Niall- HAHAHA you mean Noah? Nah we are just friends. Strictly friends. lol.

From Niall- Oh okay lol! see ya ATTIE ;)

I laugh at how he put my name. "Whatcha laughing about?" Kennedy says and looks at my phone.  "Just a joke that ummm I say on Facebook!" I say, though everyone knew I was lying. "You were talking Niall weren't you?!" Asain yells. "Maybe, maybe not! Now I have to go call my father back!" I yell and dial HIS number. Gosh I was stupid for calling him back.

"Hello? Attalina?" yes Attalina was my real name. Long right? "Hi dad." I say with as much excitement as I can. Thats not much. "Yes?" I knew I was gonna be creamed by him.  "Why didn't you answer me? That's disrespectful! You know what, I just want respect from you! I don't care if you are in another country! Respect! Dammit! Im fucking pissed of right now! How much fucking money do I need to send to you now? HUH? I knew your mother was stupid to let you move out there. It's your fault that she died! You ruined my life Attalina!" thats when I broke down. I was sad and pissed off. It wasn't my fault. Car accidents are common around here. "NO ITS NOT MY FAULT AT FUCKING ALL! IF YOU RESPECTED ME I WOULD RESPECT YOU ASSHOLE! I KNOW YOU'RE LONELY AND HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO BECAUSE YOU DROVE EVERYONE AWAY BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN YOU CAN YELL AT ME FOR IT BASTARD!!! I DONT NEED MONEY! I JUST WANT A NORMAL CONVERSATION WITH YOU WITHOUT YELLING!" I yell. I knew people heard but I didn't care.

"If that's how you feel. You are just like how your mom was." he says coldly. "You're right. I am. I left you like she did. I stand up to you like she did. I tolerated your shit like she did." I say just as coldly back. "Bye." he says and hangs up. I almost throw my phone but Maddie stops me. "Calm down. He's just a jerk." maddie says with a comforting voice. "I know. Let's continue our day." I fake smile and walk back to our group.