Trying To Stop Dreaming (Niall Horan)

Can it come to this?

NIALLS P.O.V-

I haven't heard from Attie in awhile. More like 2 days. Me and her have become pretty good friends since we met. Also since I met Attie, I met Allona. I am pretty happy about that but, every day I find myself wanting to hold Attie's hand instead of Allona's. I feel bad about that, it kills me to have Allona keep thinking I like her more than anything, but I dont. Im a jerl for doing that.

ATTIES P.O.V-

"I told you to stay away from me." I say and try to hold back more tears, while wiping the others off my cheek. "I know you still care enough to talk. You started to let me explain everything...but you ran off." he mutters. I stay silent. "OK! You talked to her. Now leave." Maddie says and I hear him sigh. "Attie are you gonna be by to pick up your things from my place?" he says and Allona now stands up.  "Are you serious! She hasn't left this bed or room since she ran home yesterday in fucking tears! Like hell shes gonna fucking go to your apartment and see you!" Allona yells making me flinch. "Allona, you she gets to decide." Brandon says evily. "Im her friend. I know what she will say. So no she isnt going to your place." Allona says and I hear her get closer to him. "You arent her friend. In 8th grade I knew what she did to herself and you guys didnt do anything about it. I know her better than any of you." he says. How dare he says that to my friends. I mean holy shit in middle school he was a huge jerk to me and my friends, he still thinks Noah is gay and that Maddie looks like Miley Cyrus, but she doesn't.  He has said all of these things about my friends and I held my anger in then he says that they dont care about me? I know they do care. I love them for that.

I stand up and Asian stands by my side. "YOU ARE SUCH A DOUCHE BAG!" I scream and slap him. "WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR?!" he yells back and holds his cheek. "You don't shit about me. They care. I care about them. You dont care. You never have and never fucking will. I thought you changed from being the old Brandon that was a jerk to everyone. But you still are the same person. It's true people dont change. You are the perfect example of that." I yell and everyone goes wide-eyed. They have never seen me say what I actually feel. Ive nevee done it before either.

"Attie." Brandon says and I start crying. "Please give me another chance." He says and walks up to me. "I don't give chances." I say and look at the ground. He sighs again and leaves the room. My heart actually hurts. I just fall onto the floor and curl up into the ball. I know I didnt love him I still really liked him. So just think about how hurt I would've been if I loved him. Ugh, this is why I dont want to go out with anyone. Or anything like that. I get hurt. I hate it.

Maddie, Allona, and Kennedy all stayed here in my room to make sure I was okay. Asian had to leave because of her date with Lou. She felt bad about it because well they might be dating and I just got out of an relationship.  I told her to go. I didnt want her to be held back because im sitting in a room crying.

ASIANS P.O.V-

I feel really bad about leaving Attie but she told me to go. I would usually say No with a sassy attitude but, I left that alone.  I made my way over to the guys apartment and hum songs to myself. I walk up the many stairs until I reach Lou's apartment. I knock on the door and saw a very awkward Niall. "I thought Attie and Allona were coming to." he says and looks behind me. "They had to cancel. Umm Attie is having issuses with a certain guy..." I say and walk passed the Irish guy.

"Uh wait what issues?" he says and I say hi to the other lads. "You didnt get the text yet have you?" Harry says to Niall. "What happened?!" Niall yells. "BRANDON CHEATED ON HER!" Harry screams back. I stand there and awkwardly play with my hands. "THE FUCKER DID WHAT?!" he yells. Next Lou pops into view. He looks at me asking if we could leave and I gladly accepted.

NIALLS P.O.V-

I was so angry at that Brandon kid. I wish I could just like UGH!!!!!!!!! I was sitting there on thw couch hating the white boy when I got a text. I was happy that it was from Attie.

From AttIE- Hey. Can you and Harry grab my things from Brandon's place later on? :'(

I now officially wanted to kill him

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sorry im busy fighting with my guy friend so I am cant FULLY update....grrrrrrr............... BUT ANYWAYS COMMENT WHAT YOU THINK AND OR HATE ABOUT IT :) LOVE YALL