Trying To Stop Dreaming (Niall Horan)

What.

I looked at him for a second. I thought it was a dream for a second. Just when I thought I was free of his evil mind tricks he comes back.

"You little twat." Nate says and hits me once again. I sat there and held in my cries. He always hit me. Like an older abusive brother. But he wasn't my brother. Yeah he has known me my whole life but I still hate him. "Cry baby!" he yelled and hit me once again. I felt my cheek burn.

I touched my cheek at remembering the last time he hit me. It was the time I decided to leave countries. I looked at Maddie and her mouth was dropped open. She hated Nate just as much as I did. "Nate. How did you know I was here?" I say through gritted teeth. He smiles and gets out of his chair. "Well it's great to see you too, Lina." he says and walks closer to me. Before I know it he hugs me. I dont hug him back. Once he realized I wasnt going to he let go and I flinched when he turned around. I thought he was gonna hit me, like old times but he didnt.

"Stop calling me Lina, Nathan." I say and walk past the evil boy. "Don't call me Nathan." he says through gritted teeth. "I won't. Only if you stop calling me Lina." I say with my annoyance clear. "Only been a few minutes and youre already annoyed?" he says and im about to lose it. "Tell me Nate, hows your family?" I ask, knowing the answer already. His family hated him too. They told him to leave and never come back. He was hurt, but never showed it.

"Well, I dont know about them anymore. But your dad and Kim are just fine." he states and I freeze. "Didnt I tell you not to bring them up?" I snap at him. His expression doesn't change at all. "I dont remember that." he says and pretends to think. "Oh yeah I forgot you were to busy beating the shit out of me to fucking remember!" I yell and everyone else gasped. "DON'T YOU DARE BRING THAT UP YOU TWAT!" he screams. I know I'm going to regret everything I say right now, but it's worth it.

"HOW CAN I NOT?! FOR SEVENTEEN FUCKING YEARS OF MY LIFE YOU BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ME! FOUR YEARS IVE LIVED WITHOUT YOU HITTING ME YOU BASTARD!" I yell. Niall stands up but Noah whispers something to him and forces him to sit back down. "LET ME EDIT THAT! FOR SEVENTEEN FUCKING YEARS OR YOUR WORTHLESS LIFE! I HIT YOU A FEW TIMES HERE AND THERE! ITS NOT LIKE YOU HAVE SCARS FROM IT!" he extends the word 'worthless' for awhile. I begin to feel tears down my face but I don't stop them.

"OH I DONT HAVE SCARS?!" I yell and lift up part of my shirt. Showing the many scars he gave me from burning my skin to having to get surgery from his damage. "WHAT IN THE HELL DO YOU CALL THESE?! JUST LITTLE SILLY ACCIDENTS, NATHAN?!" I yell and im pretty sure all four of the people in this room were in shock.  "Thats nothing." Nate speaks up, his tone softer now. "These are nothing? Ok well look what you made me do to myself? Look like "nothing"to you?" I say while putting air quotation marks when I said nothing. I also showed not only Nate but everyone else the many scars on my legs and arms.

Nate just stared. "Well. Is it just nothing now?" I speak up after a minute of them staring at my scars. "Attie im sorry." Niall says out of no where. After he said that everything came back. Everything ive felt in my life time came back at once. "Why?! I dont need your pity." I spit and turn away from him. "I caused you to do that?" Nate stutters. "Yes! You now realize this? After all the years of me hiding from you, now you see it?" I say. Im too angry right now. "Attie calm down." Maddie says and puts her hand on my shoulder. I shrug it off and stare at Nate. "You never told me." He says and looks me in the eyes.

"No. Why would I? Huh? Oh yeah its because I was scared shitless to even breathe around you dip-wad." I yell and he actually looks hurt. "Im sorry." he says and I am completely shocked. He has never saud sorry. "Can you forgive me?" he says and I get scared. He was never nice. "Never." I glare at him. Noah finally gets up and walks up to Nate. "Dude, just go. She hates you, loathes you. Best if you go." Noah says and Nate gets a smirk on his face.

He nods his head and begins to walk out of the room. Right as he passes me he stops. "Im gonna find you. Im gonna kill you. Im gonna enjoy every minute of it Lina. Just wait." he says. I freeze once again and his words alone sends chills down my back.  I silently cry and look to the ground. I hear him walk out of the room and I suddenly let out a breath. I didnt know I was even holding it in.

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SOOOOO TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK AND NATE IS A REAL GUY THAT I KNOW AND WE DO GET IN SOME FIGHTS BUT NOT THAT BAD!