Trying To Stop Dreaming (Niall Horan)

Should I Be OKAY With This?

NIALLS P.O.V-

"It's all my fault." I say and put my head in my hands. "Hey! Calm down. She has to come back. It's Attie she always does." Allona says. Ever since Attie left me and Allona were getting closer. "But I! ME! I drove her away." I say again and start wondering where she was. It's not like she is in the same building right now. "There's something in Attie that will bring her back. She got freaked out, and did freak out because she was taught and told that showing your emotions meant that you were letting people walk over you. When she feels her true emotions come out she freaks out and runs off. I've seen her run off so many times and go ghost for weeks or days. But she comes back, happier and well stronger. She doesn't like being pushed over the edge, but almost everything she see's pushes her a little more. I promise she will be fine." Allona breaths. I understood her, kind of. I mean true emotions? Does Attie hide them all the time?

"Do you guys even know Brandon?" I ask trying to avoid eye-contact with Allona. "Yeah! He was Attie's crush way back in middle-school. She was best friends with all of his friends. But don't freak out, they never took it more than friends and she doesn't even like him. But yeah, we know him." Allona says. I freak out more when I hear that Attie had a crush on him, but then again it was in middle-school. So in reality I shouldn't freak out. "Thanks Allona." I say and finally look into her eyes. For the first time I actually took in account that Allona was pretty. Maybe it was that fact that she was sitting right in front of the porch light and the beams looked like they were coming off of her, that it made her look even prettier.

I did something I didn't I would ever do. I kissed Allona. She was freaked out but soon joined me. I pull back away and freak out. "I am so sorry! I-just- I did not mean to do that!" I say in a whisper/yell tone. "It's okay Niall." she says and looks at me with soft eyes. For some reason it felt right with me kissing her, but at the same time my mind kept bringing Attie into my head. "Niall can I tell you something?" She says and I look at her again. "Can we be more than just friends?" she says and looks down at he fingers. "Yes." I breath and gently kiss Allona again. She smiled and blushed. I liked being with Allona...

ATTIE'S P.O.V-

I felt Brandon's lips crash on to mine. I was completely and utterly shocked at this point. "Whoa." I say, still completely shocked. "I am so sorry." he says and shocked that he did that. "It's fine." I half laughed. "What made you do that though?" I say again. I know I was blushing but this time I didn't care. "Attie, I kind of like you, a lot.." he says and looks down. I grab his face and look into his eyes. "Brandon D, I like you too." I say and kiss him again. "Thank fucking god." he breaths and I chuckle at that. "You're cute when you laugh." he says and hugs me. "Well thanks." I say and kiss his cheek. "So are we dating now?" I say and he nods his head his, without hesitation.

I smile and hug him again. Ever since 8th grade I've had this little crush on Brandon. But I never knew who he liked and if he liked me, so I let it go. But I am totally happy that I didn't totally let all of it go... "Hey, wanna watch a movie?" he asks and I nod my head yes. "But not a scary one." I say and run over to his couch. "Fine." he says and looks in his movie case. "Action movie?" he says while intently looking at the selection of movies. "Sure." I say and mess with a pillow. "How about Red?" he says and my eyes light up. "I LOVE THAT MOVIE!" I yell causing him to laugh. "Me too." he smiles and sets everything up. I hear my phone ring. I groan and go look to see who was texting me. It was Maddie.

From Maddie- YOU ARE STAYING WITH BRANDON?! FROM MIDDLE SCHOOL?!

I laugh at her text.

To Maddie- Yeah...so what?

I say and turn down the volume.

From Maddie- Oh I just wanted to make sure...because I taking the back way to get to your and Noah's apartment and saw your truck and then I kept walking and I glanced into a window and saw you and this guy kissing. I almost knocked in the door but Noah was calling me. So walked off and asked Noah if you came back. He said yes but you were with Brandon. SO HAH!