Trying To Stop Dreaming (Niall Horan)

No One Wants To Remember

"Do you not remember us anymore?" the blonde haired girl asks. I sit there in silence for awhile. I try to jog my memory as much as I can but i dont remember the blonde haired girl and the brunette boy. The blonde haired girl shakes her head once again and starts to cry. "Im sorry. But who are you to you and who are the rest of you?" I ask. As soon as I said that the rest of the people started to wake up.

"Attie! You're awake! How are you feeling?" another blonde haired boy speaks up. My head now officially feels like its going to explode. "Im sorry but again who are you guys? How do I know you?" I ask and they all go wide eyed. "Attie, it's us. Your best friends." A short girl perks up. "Im sorry. I don't remember." I say and look at everyone. I look at one guy and I know j remember him. "Except you." I say and the brunette boy looks up at me with happiness in his eyes.

"No! Out of all of us you remember him!?" The short girl blurts out. I cringe because my head again hurts like hell. "Asian! Dont shout! It hurts her head!" A blonde and brunette boy yelled. I was utterly confused. I mean I knew she was part asian because of her looks, but why call her that? "Sorry. But why cant she remember me?" the girl whines. "Its not like she chose to remember him." the blonde girl says. "Okay. Im sorry. But why does it matter if I remember him over any of you?" I snap. They all look at me with sad faces, but the brunette boy seemed the sadest.

"Brandon would you care to explain?" the blonde/brunette boy says through gritted teeth. He was about to speak, but the doctor came in. "Attalina?" he says and I takes me a moment to realize that its my name he's calling. I nod my head yes. "We are gonna have to run a few tests to see how bad of memory loss you've got. Do you know anyone that might know you father?" he says and thats when I get completely confused. "No?" I say. I comes out as more of a question than an answer. "Okay. Well I'll be back in a few minutes to get and run tests." he says and walks out of the room. I turn to the group of people and the brunette boy begins to speak. "Im getting tired of asking who you people are..." I begin to say. "Attie im Maddie. You've known me since the 6th grade." she says and I try my hardest to remember her. "Im Asian. My real name is Elizabeth but you and all of these guys have called me Asian since the 7th grade." the short girl says with enthusiasm.

"Im Noah. We've known each other for awhile." the blonde brunette boy says. "Im Allona. You're my best friend." the tall blonde haired girl says and looks at Maddie. "I feel like I should know you guys. But how do I know you? Who are you?" I look at the brunette boy and he just stares at me. He sighs before he talks again. "Im Brandon. Youve known me since the 6th grade and I am also youre ex boyfriend." he says and those memories come back. Out of all of my now lost memories that could come back, these are the ones that appear?!

I feel tears brim my eyes. Brandon just stares, he has guilt in his eyes. He was gonna say something but a nurse came in. "Oh for bloody sake! Can I start to atleast talk before someone comes in?!" he yells and the nurse looks at him with wide eyes and leaves the room. Maddie chuckles but Brandon keeps a straight face. "Do you remember why im your ex?" he says and I do. "Yes." I say and hope the doctor comes in soon. "Please forgive me. Please?" he says and I hear the sadness in his voice. "I cant." I say and thats when anger takes over him.

"But I apologized! Attie! Say yes! Now! I loved you!" he screams. He keeps repeating that. Noah and everyone else tries to calm him down. After about three minuets they all calm down. Brandon doesn't leave though.

After a few more minutes of an awkward silence the door opens. Sadly it wasn't the doctor. Along came in two other people. It was a blonde haired boy, and a long brown haired girl who was really tall. "Attie!" the girl said and ran over to the bed I was on. "Kennedy?" I say without realizing it. She nods her head. "Kennedy!" I shout and motion her to come and hug me. She gladly hugs me and I gain an un-happy glance from Asian. The blonde haired boy and Allona are sitting next to eachother. Are they dating? 

The blonde haired boy soon walks up to me and engulfs me into a hug. "Attie are you okay?" he asks. I loved his accent. "Uh yeah. Who are you?" I say and I hear him sigh. "I thought you would've remembered your best friend." he laughs and stare blankly at him. "Im Niall." he adds and I nod. "We are good friends." he says with hope in his voice. Every time he talks I fall for him a little bit more. "Thanks to you I found my amazing girlfriend Allona." he says and my sinks a little.

"Well you're welcome." I fake smile and look down at my hands. The door opens once again and a guy nurse comes in. I saw Maddie look at him, but kept staring. "Alright. Attalina choose one friend that you want to come with you that has known you the longest." he says. He's tall and had dark brown hair. His eyes were a dark brown too. I glance at Maddie who is still staring at him. "Maddie." I say and she looks at me with a thank you smile. The guy looks at her and then looks at her again. "Whats your name?" I ask so he would stop checking out my friend.

He looks at me and blinks for a second. "Im Jayy. Spelt with two y's." he says happily. "Thats a boss name." Maddie says. I didnt realize she was right next to me. "Thanks." he says and blushes. I feel awesome because I know they like each other.

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After about an hour of being tested they said my memory would come back after a few days or weeks. They also said that I shouldn't try too hard to remember things because then it will take longer. Maddie and Jayy hit it off pretty well, thanks to me. We make it back to my room. When we get inside only three people are there. Niall, Noah and another person I remembered all too well Nate. I hated him. "Why hello there, Lina. Do something stupid again? Or were you just being yourself?" he says and gives me a smirk.

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