Trying To Stop Dreaming (Niall Horan)

Im afraid of those...

Niall starts laughing as soon as I hit his arm. "Oh shut up! It's just a fear! Your one friend is afraid of spoons! I yell at the two laughing boys. Noah tries to say the rest of my fears but I dont let him. I walk back to the car and pick up the groceries. I ignore the guys laughing until I see a group of girls runnig towards me and the guys. I freeze in amazement that, that many girls can run that fast. I feel a force pick me up amd run. I drop my groceries again.  I mutter 'god dammit' and the realize that Im being carried by Niall up to my apartment. 

I feel a sharp pain in my heaf and then feel a darkness take over my body. I hear the words "Attie...no!" and then im gone. I can't feel anything. I mean I know im almost asleep but I like it because I didn't have any night-terrors.

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"Attie?" I hear a mother sounding voice. I groan inresponse. "Come on. Don't die." I knew that it was Maddie talking. Only she would say that. "But no night-terrors. I like this kind of sleep. You lucky little shits." I say and finally open up an eye. "Whoa. What's that for?" Noah says and puts his hands up in the air dramatically. "Are the One Direction boys here?" I ask before I say anything. I know they know about my night-terrors but I'm going to pretend that I don't know. "No. They had to leave..." Kennedy says in a sad voice. "She misses Liam." Maddie says again. I nod. "Well you are lucky little shits because you can sleep like this every night! No night-terrors! I repeat NO night-terrors!" I jump up. I really am jealous of them.

"Attie, that wasn't sleep." Allona says and tries to comfort me. "So what? I can't remember a time where my eyes wee closed for a long amount of time without me screaming because of what I saw in my night-terror!" I say loudly and then hear footsteps into the living room. "Maddie who else was here?" I ask. "Niall." she says before Niall appears in to my view. "You said no one was here." I say through my fake smile. "Attie why?" Niall says and holds up my very old friend, a razor. Next thing I know all eyes are on me. Maddie looks pissed. Asian, looks ashamed. Kennedy's mouth dropped. Noah was also pissed. He didn't look it, he was it. Niall looked even more mad then Noah and Maddie combined.

I stand up look at my friends. "What do you care. I mean you just met me." I say and turn to Niall. His mad expression turns into a sad one. "And you guys, serious? You KNOW I haven't done that in forever! It's been in that spot for more than a fucking year! So don't pretend that I'm this weak girl that pretends all the time in front of him! I don't even know why I'm saying this. You don't care what I have to say because your gonna switch my words. I'm gonna get frustrated and end up regretting everything I say but you won't give two shits. So before that happens I think I'll just get out of your hair." I was flaming mad. I hated it when they looked at me like that. They know I never do things like that, anymore.

I grab my car keys. I walk out and simply state, "So much for having friends who believe in you." I say and slam to door. I hear mumbles of the words "Shit!" "Where?" "Let's go get her!". I know there was more but I ran to my truck. I was so pissed I almost started crying. But I wouldn't let myself cry in public. I start my truck and see everyone run outside. I take one last look and backup. Noah and Maddies faces were the saddest of all. Why would they be that sad? Allona and Kennedy had almost heartbroken faces. Asian was standing there screaming "ATTIE WAITI BELIEVE YOU!" Niall was just silently crying. As much as everyone else's face were heart aching, Niall's hurt me the most. I broke at that point. They saw my stop for a second and look. I shake my head and continue driving.

I didn't know where to go at all! I was most certainly a mess. Well I knew one place, but sadly that was at my apartment building. I decide to wait a few hours and then go back to my apartment building. I pull around my friends? wouldn't see me. I walk up the stairs and start to find apartment 2B. I hear footsteps and hide in a small area so who ever it was, wouldn't see me. I hear 4 familiar voices. "So Niall said she just left?" Liam says. "Yeah. "Where would she go? I mean if I was there I wouldn't have let Attie run like that." Harry says. I scoff. Not to loud though. "Harry we get that you and Niall like her but it's not like he's gonna run after a moving truck!" Louis yells back.