Our Story

Why?

     Why do they hurt her?!

     What has she done to any of them?

     Why can't they see what I see?

     Dreeya betrayed her again! Air keeps forgiving her because they were close friends. But Dreeya keeps hurting her and I can't take it! Soon I am just buying a train ticket to Pennsylvania so I can knock sense into the people who are blind and idiotic! They hurt her so easily and I just wanna kill 'em! She is so sweet and caring and such a worrywart.

     We are texting and she has to go to Jui Jitsu soon but I don't want to stop talking to her. I could talk to her 24/7; 365 days a year and it would never be enough. Airy and my Mom talked last night, Air needed some questions answered. Now she wants to adopt my Mom.

     I care so much about her. My friends laugh and call me obsessive. Tell me that Air is the drug that I am addicted to. I tell them it's Love, and I like it that way. I hurt her. She hurt me. What are we trying to accomplish? Why can't I understand her as I should? She kept things from me, scared me, and told me I need not care for her. It stung me more than push pins in my shoulders. How could she think that I think I 'need' to care for her when I love her? How can I help her not get hurt, if I am the one hurting her? Why can't I change anything? Why can't I get her to smile, laugh, and see the good that I do? Why can't I find a way to tell her I love her so she understands the depth of that love?

     I have no right to call you my angel, my Luv, or my darling when you are none of these. You are not mine. You are your own. You will never see what I do in you unless a male shows you. You will not see the logic in love that I show you for I am a female. I ask you what I can do to make you smile. I tell you I will do anything. You then tell me, "I thought I was the one having to hold you tonight." When it is not taking turns supporting each other. I tell you that we need no turns taking each other's pain. For one day I want us to smile at the same time and see the light and love that we share. As sisters and as best friends we share more than most. Air, my crutch in life. <3