Goodbye For Now or Forever?

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I finally broke down

And cried my sorrows

To the evening sky

I can't help but wonder why

I even tried to finally say goodbye

Just delete me, from your memories

If only it were that fucking easy

My angel child, you drive me wild

Have you ever said

Goodbye to your other half

Your soul mate, the one you love

The only one with the power to tear you up

The tears hit my bloodied wrists

I scream my pain to the moonless sky

I cut deeper, trying to make it go away

I pretended, I lied

To be someone I am not

Just because you were sad

And I missed your smile real bad

But then I started loving you

And I couldn't stand lying one more day

It was my fault

In which I blame it all on me

My soul is burning while I'm cursed

And just for a minute, I scream

Because I wish it was a damned bad dream

My baby girl

I want you so damn badly

You promised me

One holy chance with you

I ain't gettin' that

I understand that

Too much to ask anyway

I got an evil glee

Out of reading

Your latest poems

About you loving the one that doesn't love you

It felt like I was reading my own words

So now you finally know

I feel like my souls bleeding

My heart is screaming

My mind is numb

I can't talk to you

Cause what you're going through

Is exactly what I have been living

Since I fell for you

I made you happy

For a while

When I was that boy

Oh my child

I miss you

I miss your smile

I'm not Liam

I know you still dream of him

Adam left you

Others betrayed you

I'm doing no better

I want to scream

And kill this dream

I hate hurting you

It kills me inside

But yet I'm alive

Pour toujours vous êtes mon ange <\3

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