Love Drought | z.m ✔️

7: overthinking, late night conversations and dry humping.

✨To say that we're in love is dangerous, but girl I'm so glad we're acquainted.✨
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•HER POV• 

As usual, I woke up to an empty bed. Zayn has never slept beside me after that night I was drunk, last night after we showered he gave me a goodnight kiss on the cheek, it was a bit awkward, it is awkward, that we have sex together but we don't really know that much about each other.

I mean we don't love each other obviously, be he claims that I'm his? I don't what what to understand from that, does this mean he's also mine? And like how so I'm "his"? I know for a fact that he doesn't love me, but he's so cute with me sometimes it makes me think that he may is catching feelings? But I don't think so, because like he said that he'd do whatever cute shit girls like, and to not label him as my boyfriend.

I also feel like we have too much sex, he has been here for barely 2 weeks yet we had sex 3 times, I don't wanna have a loose vagina and daily sore bones, I need to talk to him about that.

And I haven't heard from Stephan, he said he'd text me when he gets home, but he didn't. Ugh my mind is running a million thoughts at a second, it's too early for this shit.

I look at the clock and it says 9:12 am, I get up, I head to the bathroom to take a quick shower and do my business, after I'm done I wrap a towel around me and brush my teeth, I walk into my closet to choose an outfit, I chose a short navy blue dress, I also choose a matching bra and underwear, I put my cloths on then quickly blow dry my hair. I apply some light makeup too, I look pretty cute so I decided to take a selfie and post it on Instagram, been ages since I've done that.

I look at the clock, it says 10:14 am, I put on my shoes and take my bag, I don't bother checking up on Zayn because I'm pretty sure he's still asleep and won't wake up before I come back.

I hop in my car and drive my way to the art shop downtown. On the ride, I spot Larisa waving at me, I stop my car to say hi.

"Hey girl." She leans against my window.

"Hey, what's up?"

"Nothing much, you?"

"Nothing important." She doesn't need to know about me and Zayn.

"Ya know, I still wanna shag the hottie in your house." She winks at me then laughs, but I don't find it a tad bit amusing because I know if she had the chance to sleep with Zayn she wouldn't miss it.

"He's not here to fuck around, Laris. forget about it." I roll my eyes at her. The irony that he is fucking me though. But I for real don't know why he is here, I'll try my luck and ask him tonight, maybe he'll answer me.

She raises a eyebrow at me, "chill, girl."

I shake my head at her, "anyways, how's the saving going?" Larisa has been saving money for ages, she wants to get out of this town and live in NYC.

"I'm actually really really close to my goal." She squeals happily, I'm honestly happy for her, she wanted to get a brand new life since ever I could remember.

"I'm really happy for you babe, you deserve all the good in life." I genuinely say.

"Thank you honey, where are you heading though?"

"To the art shop downtown." I love talking to Larisa but If I don't move now I won't get home on time before Zayn wakes up.