Curtis Sister

Rejection

Sydney's P.O.V 

I hate Johnny Cade!

He didn't deserve my love after what he did. I can't believe I was so stupid to fall for that boy. I sit face down on my bed crying into my pillow. I hear someone walking down the hallway till they stop at my door and knock softly. 

"Sydney, can we talk please" I hear Johnny say from the other side of the door. I get up and instead of opening the door I lock it and go back to lay on the bed. 

"Angel please open the door, I'm so sorry" He says his voice cracking a little. 

"No! Go away I don't want to talk to you" I yell tears rolling down my cheeks. 

"Okay fine then. I guess i'm just gonna find a way to get in myself".     

With that I heard him walk away. 

Johnny's P.O.V 

She wouldn't let me in so I had to find a way in myself. I walked out into the living room and saw Ponyboy sitting on the couch reading. I then got an idea. 

"Hey Pony can I borrow your library card" I asked. 

"What for" He questioned not even looking up from his book.

"I just need it for a second, man" 

He gave me a weird look and then reached into his pocket and pulled out the plastic card. 

"Thanks" I yelled running down the hallway towards Sydney's room. 

When reached the door I slid the between the door to unlock it. 

"Yahtzee" I whisper to myself when I hear the door unlock.

Sydney's P.O.V

I was just calming down when I heard to creak open. I turned around to see those big brown eyes I love. 'Stop it' I mentally scold myself for thinking that. 

"What do you want" I spat sitting up and wiping my tear away. 

"I want to talk Sydney, I was stupid and I can't believe I said all of horrible things to you. I guess I freaked out because I was afraid of losing you to another guy. I can't live without you in my life. I need you Sydney, I need you like I need air. I guess when I saw you with Dally I snapped and decided to make you jealous. Fact is I don't even like that girl, she liked me but I only have eyes for one girl. You. The night I broke up with you I went home and cried and asked myself what I just did. I can't believe I lost the one person who meant the most to me. Please forgive me. I can't go another day without you in my life. Please."  He started to cry. 

I put my hand on his and he looked up tears in his eyes. "Johnny, I don't think this right time to get back together." As soon as I said that his head dropped. "But" He looked up and stared straight into my eyes "I am willing to be back in your life as a friend, until I feel like I can trust you won't freak every time me and Dally sit by each other or he puts his arm around me. He's like a brother to me Johnny, I would never cheat on you." He nodded his head.

"I will take anything just to have you in my life. I will wait for you to trust me again and I will try my hardest to make you trust me so I can call you mine again." He said now smiling at the fact he gets a second chance. I couldn't help but smile back at him. 

He got up and started walking out my door with a big happy grin. He then stopped to look at me and said "Thank you for being apart of my life" I smiled back "Anytime". He chuckled and walked out of my room. 

I fell back on my bed smiling to myself thinking at all the times we had together. And I was happy that I could have him in my life and be in his. I hope maybe one day we can be more then friends again. I was so deep in thought that I did not even realize someone standing in the door. I jumped now seeing them. It was just Dal.

He smiled and looked at me "God Dallas you scared the shit out of me". He laughed and I joined in with him after I was done having my mini heart attack. 

"You seem happy. Like generally happy" he said. 

"I am" I said realizing that I felt good. 

"So did Johnny, he was in here for awhile. Did you give him a blowjob?" My eyes widened as he said that. 

"Gross Dal." I said. 

"You did, didn't you" He said now laughing.

"GET OUT OF MY ROOM DALLAS" I yelled getting up chucking a pillow at him as he ran out of my room laughing his ass off. I laid back down on my laughing a bit to myself and thinking how much I love my crazy boy filled family. 

I don't know who i'd rather spend my life with then these 7 boys.