Truth kept

Twentythree - can I trust you?

Mitch and I stayed in a long hold. My spine tingled as I felt his warmth fly through my body. What was I doing? He abandoned me! Why am I hugging him?

I backed off of him and stared in his baby blue eyes. As his beach blond hair flopped in-front of his face. His cute little but sexy face. What am I thinking!

Snap out of it Ali! I started to shake at the words that the nurse had told me. My baby's organs havn't fully developed. My baby! Premature! Why me!

Mitch stepped forward and gave a wide and long stare.

"What?" I moaned

"Your beautiful, you know that?" He smiled

Those words went through one ear and out the other.

"That obviously doesn't mean much to you,"

"Of course it does, why did I ever go out with, if I didn't think you wern't beautiful?"

"Don't start this funny talk again, you DITCHED me end of, and your a lame excuse for a boyfriend!"

Those words left a sour taste on my lips. Did I really mean that?

"Is that what you really think of me?" He said worriedly

"I-I-I, don't know what I think of you anymore,"

I turned my back to him and wondered off leaving him to think of what I have just said. I wish that he could prove me wrong, and be the perfect boyfriend that you hear about in stories. But now he has proved that he will never be the knight in shining armour. Well... especially not mine!

"Ali!" I heard him call

I ignored him and kept on walking. I looked back and saw him drooping there, looking like a lost puppy.

"I love you!" I stopped dead as he called out those words.

Did I believe that? Did I believe that he could be the one to put my world back together again? Could he be the prefect partner, and the perfect dad? He needed to prove these things to get my full support.

I swivelled round on the spot and saw him staring at me. Looking me up and down as I was stood there like a lemon. My heart thudded ten times faster. I hadn't hear him say that in a long while. I took baby steps as I walked towards him.

He cupped my face and his hands made my face gleam. I shouldn't be feeling these emotions! Not after what he has done. But could I help it?

I leaned away before he could go any further.

"When we get our baby back, I'll show you that I can be the prefect dad," He smiled

"Can I trust you to do that though, for me, for the baby? Can I trust you to never leave me again, and to stand by me in all the bad publicity I will get when everyone finds out I have given birth at my stupid age?" I said without taking any breath.

"Will this help?" He asked

I felt confusion run around my body as I stood there still in my hideous blue gown. I should be asleep right now... resting.... but no.. I am here with my pathetic boyfriend who is trying to win me back.

He stepped forward. Jeez what are we doing? The salsa... back, forward, back, forward.

He bent down his head and gently placed a warm kiss on my lips. Surprisingly I didn't back away, I let him kiss me. I let him try and prove he can be decent from now on. And to be honest I think I will give him that one chance.