Dont Leave Me

Two

I wake up forgetting where I was but remembering when I see the mint green walls surrounding me.
"Hey Rosie, I made breakfast!" My sister dances around flipping pancakes probably about to start a fire.

I chuckle. "Gimmie some." I smirk and wink at her and she throws me a couple, I catch every single one.

We all eat at the table, and talk about this 'Justin' kid who was going to join my school.

Kian talks about him moving in, but Tayler interrupts.
"DELILAH!" She squeals, standing from seat. She obviously had an idea.

"IF JC'S STAYING HERE, I DONT SEE WHY YOU COULDN'T!" as much as I wanted to take the offer, I didn't want to get on anyone's nerves.

I look at Kian to see his reaction and he smiles. " I think that would be a great idea!"he sounds very supportive, he knew and understood what I was going through.

"I guess, but I don't really want to go back there to pack my things. " I push my fork around my plate nervously for their response.

"We'll just buy new things, you already brought some clothes for a couple days right?" Tayler asks.
I nod, although I felt uncomfortable for living in their home I never wanted to go back into the devils house I call a home.

A couple hours later Tayler and Kian tell me they're going to go pick up JC and invite me too. I didn't want to stay at the house alone yet so I agreed and went with them.

Soon enough Kian points to a kid with curly hair who seems a little short but taller than me.
I'm not going to to lie, he was super attractive but he wouldn't never fall for a girl like me, and it would just be a plain dumb idea to fall in love in total.

We all walk to the car as he mostly talks to Kian, me and Tayler walk behind the two.
Tayler and Kian wanted to sit in the front which meant JC and I would be sitting in the back seat together.

We both stay silent, if I had the guts to talk maybe I would but that's defiantly not the case.
It was awkward and it was getting on my nerves, thankfully Tayler started a conversation between us.

"Why y'all so quiet back there?" She drinks her coffee and talks between sips. She eventually looks back at JC and I and we all look at each other.
I shrug and JC smiles.
"I'm JC." He says.
"I thought you were Justin?" I say confused.
"My nicknames JC." He explains.
"Oh, cool." I say shyly and nervously. I knew him talking to me wouldn't last long. as soon as we go back to school our friendship would be non existent. I wouldn't want him to be embarrassed anyways.

"How about you?" He says scrolling through his phone, not making eye contact with me.

"I'm Delilah but they call me rose or Rosie." I say sweetly, hoping for him to look up at me for just a short amount.

"I'm calling you Rosie, its cute." He states. I was completely fine with that and flattered he called my nickname cute.
I didn't want to get my hopes up to much, if you get your hopes up it always changes, things change and you don't get what you wanted.

We walk into the house and JC instantly walks to his bedroom ignoring us all, we understood though. We could tell her was super tired by the purple bags placed an inch below his eyes.

It was only 3:00 so JC was mostly taking a nap, it was no where near bedtime.

Tayler and Kian went out to grab lunch or dinner, whichever they called it. I stayed home, they wanted a date and who was I to intrude?
Plus, I wasn't alone now. There was Justin here with me, not that he was awake but at least there's a man in the house if something happens.

I grab the Television remote and return to the couch where I be the lazy Delilah I am until I hear a huge bang coming from the staircase.
I check what the ruckus is and jc's there tripping a small amount on a step.

"Are you um, okay?" I laugh and look at him. He looks back and answers.

"Yea, I'm just still sleepy I needed a drink."

"OK." I say and sit back on the couch and put sponge Bob on.

"Did you really just... Put it on sponge Bob?" He asks eyebrowing me.

I nod. "I most certainly did."

"Your pretty cool." He smiles and sits next to me on the couch enjoying the quality cartoon that still some how entertained me.

He yawns and puts his arm around me doing that same old player trick. I quickly move. "I'm sorry, I can't." I run upstairs to my room and lock myself there him chasing after.

"Rosie, I didn't mean to upset you." He bangs his fist repeatedly on my door.

"Its okay, please just leave me alone." I don't cry, I just didn't want to fall in love because in the end it only hurts.